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Saturday, December 30, 2006

My hair cut, at north view station =x

During Xmas eve at international building

Trying to show we're at park lane.. "Meat u there" becomes "eat u there"

I went off at
Y~~2:45 AM~~

SICK AND BUSY =x

How to cover my whole week sia... I juz write wadever i recall ba.. Omg.. i dun realli recall... Been going out everyday till i cannot remember anything at all.. =.= I think i will just cover wadever i haf done today ba.. LOL.. i went out wif girlfriend mich.. to rot at ps on thursday... den ended up in K box at park lane from 8pm all the way to 2am+ den headed home.. den next day haf to go out wif her again.. so i tell her to call only after 9 hours.. My basic 9 hours beauty sleep =) den ended up, i woke up at 5pm lo.. more than 12 hrs.. =x cant blame me.. i'm a sick and busy man hor.. muahahah.. anyway.. we going out as planned to cut my hair at my old sch place, which is in yishun, Red Ace again.. Lol.. practically go back to my old hair during sec except for the highlights. =x So yup.. after tat.. went for midnight show again.. and now here i am.. juz reached home and bathed.. hmm..

Been having movies madness lately.. so i gonna say wadever shows i watched.. sorry to those i promised to watch wif u guys.. coz i am lack of shows to watch wif my frenz.. =x first come first serve eh? teehee =)

here are the shows:

Night at the museum
Charlotte's web
School for scroundrels
The holidays
Casino Royale
Cinderella
And some other shows i cant recall =x

so there u go.. all the shows in the month..

Shows available for u all to book to watch wif :

Eragon
Death Note 2
Spirit from the within

Shows tat dun even bother asking!

Confession of pain
Curse of golden flower
and any other chii na shows..

I went off at
Y~~2:32 AM~~

Woo hoo.. Boo Hoo...

Saturday, December 23, 2006

hmm.. went out on wednesday in the early morning!!! to pei my laopo take BTT.. And she passed at first try! so proud of her.. went off in the afternoon.. coz i only slept for 2 hours.. so dead.. went home and sleep for another 2 hours den go to club wif bei,don,ying,son.. coz was ladies' night.. supposedly going to zouk or phuture de.. ended up so packed.. so went to MOS instead.. anyway.. was not fun at all.. coz tat day too many tall statues on the dance floor.. =.= sianx.. so eventually we went to my favourite place... BALCONY.. ordered 4 heineken and 10 tequila shot.. Jason Vomitted!!! so poor thing la.. LOL.. wasted sia.. 3 shots all gone.. shld haf given it to me.. T.T sad sad..

Went out with Ken on tuesday and friday.. practically watch movie for both days.. On tuesday, Casino Royale and i like the SM part.. woo hoo.. so cool lo.. LOL..den was raining heavily.. went over to ying's place to haf supper den go off.. too tired.. and thursday we watched Night at the Museum.. Its a must watch la.. haha.. so funny lo.. LOL.. den after tat.. met up wif ying for dinner cum supper.. yummy and oily.. teehee.. going fatter.. =p like who cares rite? hahah.. anyway.. just now had a fone call wif ken.. and told him everything... about me liking joseph blah blah.. and also i feel tat.. alot of things are stoppin me from putting effort and something is missing in the r/s so yup.. den i also confessed about me having other flings outside.. so he just said, "thanks for telling me the truth.. bye.. " he juz hanged up like tat.. so i assume its the end rite? haha... so yup.. anyway i also find tat i'm not ready for any r/s anyway.. and guess wad.. i'm realli turning straight sia.. having sexual desires about girls nowadays.. =x LOL not confirmed yet.. so girls out there, dun get too high hopes.. and guys out there dun feel disappointed yet.. so yup.. trying to go back to maple now..

signing off...

I went off at
Y~~10:46 PM~~

tired~~

Monday, December 18, 2006

wah sianx.. saturday was the only day i was at home totally lo!!! LOL... so anyway.. i went out on sunday wif my laopo jeannie and my BABy Samson.. =) So happy lo.. so long after one year finally meeting wif samson again.. miss u baby... hehe.. anyway.. we went funan to get my 2gb miniSD.. den went to ps to catch a movie..
Watch the Holidays.. WAD A FUCKING BORING SHOW TAT LASTED FOR 2HOURS PLUS!!! (not recommended) Anyway.. ended up playing with samson in the threatre.. teehee =x so bored..went to eat pizza hut... woo The MERRY FIESTA MeaL or wadever u call it la.. the christmas de.. hehe.. was on my treat so yup =) den after the show... samson went off to play mahjong wif his frenz.. leaving me and laopo alone.. den we walked to shaw house there, the 24hr mac cafe to sit.. and rotted till 3plus.. took a cab back.. BTH!! another one of those irritating kpkb cab drivers again.. sianx... anyway tis time, he is lecturing about sending the girl back home safely.. blah blah blah.. muz wait for her to get on lift b4 driving off.. den i say she will call me back when she reach home..den.. the driver goes again nagging.. saying it will be too late.. blah blah.. should call me when she step into the lift until she reaches her door step.. irritating lo.. was praying tat jeannie call me asap.. and fortunately she called and saved me from the agony of his long fucking boring speech..

I went off at
Y~~11:37 PM~~

Belated fotos..

Sunday, December 17, 2006

here are the fotos of my birthday.. abit late la.. but still can do.. because of syikin la!!! slow poke bitch! LOl.. haha.. tks bitch, u're the best =)

I went off at
Y~~1:47 AM~~

DruNkErD?

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Wah.. been drinking like there's no tmr.. LoL.. and dead tired.. since my bday, i haf been going out and drinking and staying out late.. slping late... deprived from sleEp!!!

The day after my bday, which is wednesday... where did i go ar? oops.. i dun recall.. omg!!! i losing my memory.. does drinking make me lose memory???!!! hmm... THINK THINK THINK!!! oh! i remembered! (after staring into blank space for 20 mins) So, on wed, i went out wif mich to town.. to shop for my stuff... blah blah blah.. went to watch movie... wad show ar? hm.. oh! Watched Cinderalla.. was funny but not as funny as Colic la.. So bought my buckle belt =) but didnt buy my adidas shoe, Ed hardy cap.. Anyway, went home after tat...

ON THURSDAY, went out wif mich again!! but dunno to do wad lo.. rotted in ying's working place.. for like an hour b4 we can have lunch wif her.. b4 tat went to visit xue first... So yup.. so after lunch hor.. suppose to meet up wif this dunno wadever guy from online.. coz he is so dying to meet.. den ended up.. we waited.. and finally found him.. Den actually we were separated by an escalator so we were on the fone.. den after tat he had a second line, so he asked me to hold on.. den after he finishes his call.. he cup my call along wif it and walk off juz like tat.. to meet his fren and go off.. i was like wtf lo... anyway.. he explained tat he tot i was attached wif the stupid michelle.. =.=" anyway.. he is quite hot... and yup.. too bad.. big fish swim away fast... so tata... So anyway.. waited for ying to get off from work.. after tat i was so pissed tat we went to drink at Balcony again.. haha.. tis time i onli took, 1tequila shot, waterfall and long island.. quite olrite ba.. tat the process of a waterfall is total coolness =x Mich couldnt tahan so she took cab and went off first...

On FRIDAY, which is ytd... went out wif ying to go bugis.. finally a place different!! after banging into mich wif her group of frenz.. we decided to head for picture house.. den ying wanted to take the trishaw*(is tat how u spell?) and guess how much tat old uncle charging us? 50 bucks lo!! siao.. tot we foreigners aar!! anyway.. we decided walking is so much better.. and we walked to picture house.. bought tickets for my movie, the show i haf been waiting so long to watch.. the MIDNIGHT SUN!!!! anyway, when we got there was like 6 plus.. and the show was like 9+ and we ended up going to look for rings... ying took bloody yrs to finally put her mind to buying it. We went to La ZesTo to eat..
After tat.. kor nich came over after work to find us.. =) we were thinkin of where to chill.. and it was about to rain.. so guess wad.. we ended up back at balcony LOL!!! tis time onli took 3 tequila shots wif singapore sling.. stupid blogger cannot upload fotos de =( anyway so yup.. i tink i will die for liver failure.. T.T

I went off at
Y~~1:41 PM~~

LasT PaRt

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

And LasTlY.. My PreSenTs

zIpPo FroM MicH, CitIGEmS frOm G3,don,dan

AdiDaS fRom AsTa, PmK fRom PoLy fRenx

The dinner was $867.90, Party world $161.90, balcony was around $200+ Lol..

i just love to total up the amount spent on tat day... haha.. next year muz exceed this quota!! =x

And lastly, i would like to thank all of u... tat make my bday the most wonderful one =)

I went off at
Y~~11:52 PM~~

Bday Boii ParT 2

HeRE's the ppl who turn up for my bday dinner =)

My SeCoNdaRy PaLs

My poLy PaLs =)

AftEr thE diNnEr, unfortunately, some haf to go off.. so the rest of us went to partyworld till 3 am =) so fun.. one room was cooling while the other room PSI is as high as 3000!! lol..

So aftertat.. more of them left.. coz they were too tired.. =( the rest of us.. which onli consist of ying, bei, don, kor, mich and me.. we ended up in balcony to drink.. and here are the not so clear and taken by a drunkerd fotos:

I went off at
Y~~11:21 PM~~

BIRTHDAY BOII

Woo.. Juz woke up.. haha... I really enjoyed myself for the first time.. One of the best birthday in my life =)

Went for my bday dinner at springcourt... It was quite successful, i shld say... hahah.. Here are some of the dishes we ate. =x

appetizer~

coOl diSh?

SizZlinG BaBe

FisHy

BoRinG ChiCkeN

LaZy to RemOve SheLls...

YuCkY=x
Last bUt NoT LeasT!

ThaNks to My jie.. iF not.. none of this could b make possible =) aNd i'M gLad aLot of thEm caMe=)

I went off at
Y~~10:32 PM~~

Only Euu..

Saturday, December 09, 2006

How can u still act so normal when all of this is just hurting me... are u just gonna sit there and watch me suffer in pain? Wad can i do to make u come back to me? If my tears can ever touched u, i would cry u the ocean.. The ocean filled wif my love for u... All i wan is u.. for u to be mine.. So give me a chance, to be wif u.. to show u the love tat i'm willing to givem to shower u wif care.. to make u feel secure.. and mayb ever to get a taste of happiness and true love.. just for u... i'm willing to make anything happen.. as long as u'll always b by my side..
sigh... crying every moment i think of u.. even i blog wif tears blurring my vision.. soon i'll go blind if i continue to cry like tis... headache.. did not even sleep..

loving and missing u every moment..
with the heart scattering by the moment...

hoping tat ur casual remarks can become words from ur heart...
things like missing u, luv u n etc.. Dun say luv u when u don mean it...
say it when u're ready to love... from the bottom of ur heart.. i hope to hear
u whispering to my ears the 3 magical words. hoping tat the day will soon come...

I went off at
Y~~1:09 AM~~

Tired and brokened

Friday, December 08, 2006

Been going out tis few days. Tuesday was the last day of sch!! haha.. nothing interesting.. except for the splashing of rainwater at ben, jeannie, ken, duan hua and hengkiat.. XD so funny lo.. i accidentally splash on tis boi, den he angry and scolded: "farke!" LOL.. so funny...

On wed i went out wif joseph.. he accompanied me to go collect my new passport.. So fucking ugly lo.. coz i took the foto when i had my facial blood vessel burst. argh~ so angry.. it is gonna last from 2006~2011 !!! omg.. 5 bloody long centuries!! after tat went to PS.. den went to Picturehouse for a movie. The Open Season!! i like the show, den i hate it when joseph keep teasing me tat i look like the bear inside!! arGh!! and after tat, we walk to orchard and walk back lo.. Accompanied him till his train arrived. Den i went to meet jeannie when today actually they had a class outing, but i did not go. So i meet up wif her after the outing. supposedly we are suppose to catch a movie at Lot 1 but den hor.. cinema closed lo~ so ended up in kbox~ sing from 10+ to 3am! muahahaa.. den they got some kind of lottery, will the roll of a die. Den each number represents a reward. Den jeannie rolled and tio number 1, meaning no cover charge! so good lo.. suppose to be 16+++ per person.. ended up we jus need to pay for a drink each. Sang for quite long time.. thinking abt lots of stuff... things abt someone.. seeing the ring on my hand, given by the person.. i started crying... anyway.. not impt.. so slept at 4 am..

Next day, which is thursday , i went out again.. to marina square and suntec. Went to eat carl's jr.. yucky! its damn disgustin and i couldnt finish it ! and tat's the first time tat i nv finish my food!! anyway.. bought a pain of levi's jean along wif 2 new arrival tees.. yipee.. went to watch movie and when we bought the tickets and was sitting at the lounge, i realise i lost my levi's!!! den i panicked.. and found out tat it was at the counter. =x wah.. 200 over dollars gone.i tell u i cry out lo T.T went to watch Happy Feet =) So adorable >.<

I went off at
Y~~6:41 AM~~

Directed to only you.

I cried till now still cant get to sleep.. wad am i really thinking? i dun wan u to pity me or wad. But i just wanna tell u how i feel.. i wanna to trEat u well, take cAre of you and protect u, not as a kor. but as a bf. tat's wad i haf decided on.. But i wun force my decision on u. And since u're not ready, den i dun wish to Stress u, or anything. i dun daRe to face u like how i used to. Mayb by telling u tis, is actually stressin u, but i just wanna get my message to u. What am i without u? if only time can turn back. Which i know its not possible. I really regretted of everything. I feel like a fool.. an idiot... why didnt i treasure you when i had the chance. If i was there at tat time, you wouldnt get hurt too. How i wish everything could b undone. i feel tat everthing's my fault. If there is any way tat i can do to undo my mistakes? I'm having this pain... i dunno why this time the pain is so much more intense than b4. so similar to the time when i attempting suicide. If only i can go back in time. Or even better, die and repay in my next life... All i wan now is for u to be here.. to be talking to me.. But seems like u decided to let go of everything instead... to reduce the pain for both of us...

Sigh.. i dunno how am i gonna enjoy my bday dinner.. nah.. not trying make u feel guilty or wad.. anyway.. tks for going out wif me.. i realli enjoyed ur company. missing ur smell, ur presence... how it lingers around me now.. i wan the pain to end.. so really.. thanks.. its a "special" advanced bday gift from u to me. take care.. i wan u to forget me is for ur own good.. not mine.. bcoz u'll b in my heart and i'll always b reminded of u.. my tears will just roll down unawarely.. lovin' u..

I went off at
Y~~6:20 AM~~

Tarot card !!

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

You are Death

Change, Transformation, Alteration.

People fear this card, but if you want to change your life, this is one of the best indicators for it. Whatever happens, life will be different. Yes, the Death card can signal a death in the right circumstances (a question about a very sick or old relative, for example), but unlike its dramatic presentation in the movies, the Death card is far more likely to signal transformation, passage, change. Scorpio, the sign of this card, has three forms: scorpion, serpent, eagle. The Death card indicates this transition from lower to higher to highest. This is a card of humility, and it may mean you have been brought low, but only so that you can then go higher than ever before. Death "humbles" all, but it also "exults." Always keep in mind that on this card of darkness there is featured a sunrise as well. You could be ready for a change.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

I went off at
Y~~2:29 PM~~

AmaZinG RaCe

Monday, December 04, 2006

AMAZING RACE (RP EDITION)

Saturday was a long and tiring day.. I participated in the amazing race along with jeannie and zhi liang..
Another team from my class consisting benjamin, hengkiat and michelle.
There were a total of 34 teams in the race, and my team was the last in the list. =(
Its quite a long race, lasted from 7.30am~7pm~ Not just time consuming but also $$ consuming.
We got to take cab from places to places(not suppose to) We ended up spending a total of 120+++
for my team.

Here are the random stations:

Newton Circus (eat sugar cane to use the flesh to form outline of a random shape)
Sembawang park (dig sand for alphabets of a team members name)
Lower seletar reservoir (pick numbers from a jar of frogs for other members to step on numbers)
Toa Payoh HDB hub (tie ropes on two members' legs and walk around park)
Waterloo Street( perform an act to attract attention for 3mins)
Compass point (search for 3 person in the area)
Dhoby Ghaut (take fotos of 3 different places)
Kallang indoor stadium (buy beancurd from geyland rochor store)
Bedok Skater's park (collect ten items and place them in order)
Tampines CPF building (2 members to drink up 1.5litres of concentrated salt water)
Changi Airport (take fotos of 6 shops in terminal 2)
East coast (The finishing point)

So long lo~ siao hor.. anyway.. it was fun.. And my team was 4th in postion in the end =) i'm quite satisfied tat we are in the top 5 out of 34 teams.. muahahahha.. Anyway, we took a bus to bishan, (supposedly siglap!) all thanks to our street directory(heng kiat[daddy]) lead us wrongly.. we ended up eating at swedsen. Was my treat~ =x LOL~ so fun.. We played a game, loser got to eat up a Big spoonful of delicacy(inclusive of cheese,spices, ice creams, choc chips, chilli sauce, pepper and salt.) dunno the name for english, the game in direct translation is 'guessing fists' LOL.. go figure wad it is.. its quite easy la.. LOL.. haha.. i drank the delicacy once, but the poor benjamin haf to drink it for 4 times!! mUAHahaAHa!! poor little boi.. LOL~ so reached home at around 11pm. so dead tired man~ but it is lots of fun =)

I went off at
Y~~6:30 PM~~