EmbRaceS
Monday, January 08, 2007
Sometimes it feel tat its strange how things work out...
Somehow i feel confused n lost...
Yet i feel love sometime...
Is it the love for me, or for someone else...
Things u said, makes me lose my path...
"if u really wanna touch, den juz touch nor, don gt spotted"to wad i see from tis sentence, u're fine wif anything but its something i wan, not wad u wan..
to wad others see, u're cheap.. anyone also can touch u...
"but i definitely lyk u 2 hold my hand. make me wana fall in love"i'll hold ur hands.. but tat does not mean the one u fall for is me..
"u're nt a burden 2 me, i dun mind having u ard me, even if its all the time"words like tis juz keep misguiding me..
"in all the frenz i mit up, u're the closest one.. i dun care wad feelings u hab on me, but i juz lyk being wid u."misleading words again...
"but all i nid 2 say 2 u is, i wun avoid u or wat, u're still a close fren 2 me, if u wanna gt close wif me, i wun mind"Wad do u mean by tat? dun u haf mind of ur own? i dun even know if ur definition of "close" is the same as mine.
"I really lyk holding ur hand, even if i dun hab tat feeling 4 u. I wun take u as substitution de"Sigh.. just more misleading words....
him:"u muz miss me ok? i'll miss u de"me:"lol, k la. thinkg of u 24/7 =)"him:"will meh? sure 4gt me, den fool ard wid ppl de lor"me:"Zzz.. u wan me to fool around. den i will do it de lo.."him:"dun say things till tis way nahx. u fool ard, i oso angry or control u de"why he care so much? does close frenz do tat? wad does he wan..
Lost.. yet i'm fallin for him... he is juz a retard.. irritating, annoying.. making a fool in public.. not smart or wad.. and he is not even average looking... wad i like abt him? the way he show love.. mayb its juz my misunderstanding.. but i choose to blive wad i'm feeling.. i can feel love in the way he holds my hand.. regardless the love is for me or some other ppl.. i choose to stay by him ba..
I went off at
Y9:06 AM
