Tmr's the day...
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Hmm.. wake up early in the morning to have breakfast with him.. den see him to school.. on my way home.. i've been thinking.. wad if the ans is no... the answer yes did not even cross my mind. I juz pondering how i would react wif he said no.. But i tell myself tat i wun cry.. not anymore.. at least.. for tis past few days.. i've realise how much i can put in, to love someone.. and remember how it feels to love someone instead of being love.. the feeling is as great.. u hear ppl saying, being loved is better.. bullshit la.. the feeling is quite different but yet... delightful.. i did my part in loving him wif all my heart.. doing everything within my reach.. so there's realli no regret if the ans is no..
The days i spent wif him.. are the greatest moment i haf.. his presence, his smell, his voice and his silly smile.. i'm satisfied with the chance i'm given... those happy moments.. will soon become memories... buried deep in my heart.. treasuring the last few moments we are going to have.. Learning to let go... i have no regrets... knowing u.. loving u... being by ur side... all i ask for tmr.. is juz a kiss goodbye...
loving the unloved..
I went off at
Y11:10 AM
