Benben and me Me, Kero n Brian Kero, Jojo n me Me n Darling LOL Gary is cute =x Copy and snatch idea from benben Me n benben again Kenneth n me There his fingers go covering secrets =x Tino and me Small little boy wif me Shu hui wif brian.. I nv get to take wif her!!! T.T Nicholas n me..
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Stupid blogger! or issit my com?
NBCB! why isnt the photobucket in blogger WORKING?!!!! KNN!!! nb.. limpei wan upload pics lo!! pek chek~ nvm.. anyway... was watching Mulan 2 in disney channel.. Sigh.. cant stand all the parting scenes.. So hurtful.. seeing the other half part or dies.. My heart just hurt tremendously lo.. Wa.. tears just kip flowing.. Just like its my own pain... but i'm stronger now.. I dun cry for my own relationship anymore..
Oh ya.. went to watch movie wif ying on last wed.. didnt mention.. Watched Mr bean!! Same old jokes compiled together into a movie.. tat's all.. But there are parts where is really funny.. And the small boy is hot! And cute!!! LOL.. pedophile.. lalalal~ i'm proud of it XD
Ratings for Mr bean: 3.5/10
Ratings for Mulan 2: 5.5/10
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Cam whoring part 1
LOL.. at home falling asleep.. lalala..
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Woopiii
Haha.. Chiiiibye.. i just woke up ~.~ sleep for like 13 hours XD so tired lo.. dunno why.. mayb cox ytd woke up early went out and got home late.. AND walk from amk to serangoon north!! =.=
Main Part of the story, i went for my BTT the second time ytd.. And i....
PASSED!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
CONGRATULATIONS TO RYANQUEK!!!
LOL.. So happy.. tat's partly why i allow myself to go out so late ytd...
Jeannie was with me... we went to town.. But b4 that... A detour to TJPG for lunch with ying.. LOL.. Subway.. And i got my first shocking news of the day from ying!!!! (for tat news.. i choose not to make too much comments abt it la.. just tat i personally dun approve of wad u're doing and stuff.. but as a fren.. of cox i'll support u on ur decision.. for the sake of frenship. But inside i'll b cursing and swearing... who knows? dun blame me for tat..) Went town to meet tino and kenneth... Den Ben n fiona.... Den Shu hui... Den darling brian.... Played arcade.. Played pool... Trashed by fucking chibye kenneth leong!! =.= anyway.. went out and saw jake and benji... So long nv see benji le wor.. lalalala~ Den after tat.. we were all hungry so went to kobasyashi to eat... Ok.. there was suppose to b 9 of us in the end. At first, Michelle, kenneth, ben, fiona, brian, tino, jake, me. shuhui. As jeannie left without a word... Shuhui has to go for work... fiona went home... and Joanne n her bf came to find us.. So tat's 9 of us.. OH!! got one more.. nicholas was there to.. so tat's 10.. After rotting there.. we went to newton... Jake went off.. cox he's going to whynot.. where all of us aren't.
To meet Jojo and Kero at somerset station... den to newton circus.. so yup =) to eat... Was quite troublesome to decide on wad to eat and stuff.. Since its in a big group.. everyone chatting among themselves ~.~ so ya lo.. Anyway.. After more rotting.. Zeke pop out of nowhere.. Michelle went off.. When we went to amk... When at amkHub i received the second shocking news by kenneth @.@ Played Arcade... den after tat sit to drink and make straw hearts.. LOL.. After tat..
The trip to serangoon north, only consist of 4 couples.. nich n ben, tino and shuhui, brian and me, kero and jojo.. LOL.. so tired can!! ~.~ sit at the coffee shop.. everyone's eating.. and i'm just stealing mouthfuls from baby's de.. Hehe.. Lots of cam whoring in the process of the day!! LOL.. Oh ya.. went for a walk wif ben alone.. during the coffee shop.. And i received the third shocking news from him =.="
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MIA cont
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Hmm.. how many days has it been.. Hmm.. Rite after thursday drag show.. i fall sick till now... Fri, Sat, Sun, Mon, and now Tues.. Wa.. 5th day of being at home, 5th day of my illness (not getting better), 5th day MIA-ing from the circle, 5th day without any dates... WA.. Life is tat fucking boring now.. and i feel tat... the way i see things changed.. the way i do and handle things slightly changed too.. but mayb not to my closest frenx.. but mostly to ppl of the aj side.. I also dunno... i'm feeling so cold and numb.. HAis...
When i'm all lonely and sad and empty inside.. i mean recently.. i think of so many ppl.. sean.. joseph... alan.... brian... bryan..... jojo..... eugene..... morgon..... kimo..... kiba..... benjamin... yijian.... hmm.. images of them just kip flashing by... wads my mind telling me den? or mayb i'm just desperate for someone to b by my side.. or take care of me..
just this "someone" tat feels different ba... i just miss him.. i dun really nid him by my side or wad.. but talking to him... i mean just in msn or in maple is enuff to fill bits of my emptiness.. so i dun really ask much of him.. i'm just happy knowing him ba =) it may sound psychotic but i'm satisfied just to see him msn me a simple "hi" .. Lol.. weird me.. ~.~ I may not know him well at all.. cox i dun really talk to him in real life.. and the onli place we talk is in maple and msn.. and it doesnt go heart to heart.. so yup.. =( i dun hope for anything..
after i fell ill.. i just let everything go... mayb the illness just make me feel so much more tired.. in doing anything to achieve anything anymore.. satisfied by simple things.. and not being affected by anything beyond his room... meaning cockroaches tat flies in will affect me BIG TIME!! lol.. something like tat ba...
Missing the sight of you... Wishing to see u...
[DoneIs]
Ippen... Shinde miru..?
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Yours Truly!!!
RyanQuek's Playlist =)
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Enma Ai (Jigoku Shoujo)
I like Her.. she is hot!!!! fucking hot.. aiya.. not everyone appreciate or even know of her existence... so yup.. =) mayb i just want a skin tat suits my current state of mind best.. So there u have it =) anyway.. Must listen to the songs k?!! i love those songs to the core.. I compiled the songs on my own.. It does not come along wif the blogskin hor!!! =x anyway.. just bored.. so playing with blogskin the whole day... i tink i switched at least 9 skins.. i mean as in completely putting everything in den change.. See! tat's how fucking bored i am!!! now cox i'm sick.. no one will ask me out.. blah blah.. i dun care liao.. =.=" i will go out on my own!!! hmphfff!!! X(
Omg.. i'm still tinking of him.. why i cant get my mind off him de.. ~.~
[NoSide]
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Monday, March 26, 2007
Your Seduction Style: Prized Object
The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get. You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them. The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase.
You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away. You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance. Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't!
You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors. Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor. You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for.
Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal.
Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.
You see your blog as the ultimate personal expression - and work hard to make it great. One moment you may be working on a new dramatic design for your blog... And the next, you're passionately writing about your pet causes. Your blog is very important - and you're careful about who you share it with.
Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt. And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting. Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt. And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive!
To say that you're comfortable in your own skin would be an understatement. You're very into yourself, and you love to tell everybody everything about you. While you may have the makings of the next Oprah, it's likely that people sometimes tune you out!
You are an average dater. You're experienced enough to be a great girlfriend or boyfriend... Though you still may be figuring out exactly what you want in love!
Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!
Been sick... Fever,sore throat, bodyache, headache, cough, vomit, flu, dizzy... Hais.. been slpin for like 3 days le.. not going out like a wild chicken liao.. sianx... So many things are happening.. but i dun seem to care anymore...
Quite successful in MIA-ing... LOL.. plus wif the aj chalet.. it helps wif my mia..
Dating progress? Seems like none realli care when it comes to showing care when i'm sick. Maybe all think like "dun wan disturb him, let him rest till recover le will contact me de" And i'll reply in my head "let them die.. wait till they reincarnated den contact me ba.." Nabeiii ChiiiiiBi!!!
Lost items still no news about it =(
Living my own life.. realli wanna cut off from this world la... Outside frenx or poly frenx no names mentioned... everyone have their own life.. so they are ppl u cant realli b close to.. cox its a frenship tat will nv realli last... Hais.. dunno la.. Emo again.. wtf... I go maple... Only way to contact me is msn(if i'm online), sms(which i see my mood den reply), maple just pm my char (ryanquek or magicslut) XD
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Na Bei Chiii Bye
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Hais.. guess wad lost my GUCCI WALLET ytd along wif
My NRIC
My Student Ez Link
My PosB Atm card
2 ten dollar notes
One adult Ez Link card
Hais... gam pua sad.. T.T lets pray to the fucking gods up there.. tat it will come back to me =(
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M I A
Monday, March 19, 2007
anyway.. i'll be mia-ing =x haha.. so yup.. anyway.. my darling is not bryan is brian . so sorry darling =x hahaha! and also those who wish to contact me, dun bother trying the house fone.. cox i told everyone in the family.. any calls for me.. just say i'm not around =) so yup.. try my hp.. if u're lucky i may pick up.. but tat does not include going out and stuff..
i have to run errands and go for dates today =x haha.. not telling u where.. hahaha.. ciao~ oh ya before i go =x
Happy 19th Birthday to Andy Lim
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Cam Whoring
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Andy's present from wilson XDWent town for dinner with Bryan.. Haha.. make him pissed off cox of me taking long trips.. LOL.. Example, cine got long john, i mux walk till far east to eat =x Anyway.. Saw terence and baby kimo in town.. Jiejie of the world! XD Shuhui was there at heeren.. Nothing much happen.. was boring.. Except when we were on our way home.. On the last train.. This sexy hot babe was in the same cabin as us.. The pink seductive babe.. So chio rite?! LOL.. den when we look at her, she tinks we find her hot.. Like duh?! of cox we find u hot la.. drags are even better looking than her.. poor soul.. when will someone down there take her away from tis cruel world.. Den the guy besides her is her bf >>> the one wif navy blue shirt.. Super hunk de! LOL.. the guy can be her dad liao lo.. i cant stand it la.. the guy in the train kip touching her.. yucks.. but who knows.. maybe she's a whore too =) Cam whoring wif bryan's "good" fone. 1megapixel! Baby jojo wif me!!!
She/he is HOT rite?!! Darling Bryan wif me.. (not same bryan as mentioned abv) He is so adorable.. So couple-like =x and just more cam whoring =x
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Apology
Friday, March 16, 2007
I know my recent post has something tat affected benji and gang.. So yup.. Its all a misunderstanding. And my fault... It was words tat are from the verge of anger and jealousy.. So i hereby, apologise to those who are affected by my post.
My deepest Sincerity.
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Drag nite
Ytd watched movie wif zeke honey and bryan darling..
Movie: The messenger
Ratings: 3.5/10
not a very interesting show to me la.. typical horror... but the two guys beside me are like freaking themselves up.. =.=" anyway.. walked to cine.. den heard from shuhui benji they all angry wif me =( sigh~ yea.. its my fault.. my bad.. i'll apologize in the next post... so yup..
Went to whynot.. same things.. got the full show in my fone.. hand bloody tired cox i haf to raise up my arm to kip recording.. i will post the fotos either tmr or tonite.. cox i got to go out now.. so yup.. gonna be late! cox the OTHER bryan is meeting me todae =x so yup..
Ytd after maxwell, i went to bryan darling house to stay over... The rest are secrets! =x LOL.. no la.. just kidding.. feel comfortable chatting and mixing with him.. XD so yup.. still tinking whether to go whynot today or not.. if not, i just acc the Bryan den go home.. cox i'm sure the next nite i'll go down to whynot again.. =p
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Isolation
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Ytd went to buy pen for weijiejie cox he fallen for my pen the day b4 while using it.. LOL.. i sms him say mayb i wun b free to pass him ytd and haf to pass him today.. ask whether he is ok wif tat.. den he replied " no choice ma, wad can i say?" wa lao.. he like tat say lo.. Hais.. jux give in to him la.. so last min.. end up i head for tjpg on my own.. matt, wei jie and HIKA! was there =x Hika see me start scolding me le =( cox he called my fone the day b4 and was engaged and i didnt turn up for the sentosa thing =.=" SoRRIE hiKa! sunday i will go k.. promised =)
Baby jojo was there also.. haha.. so so miss him lo.. been a week plus.. @.@ anyway.. ya.. they were dancing outside maxwell house.. den yijian emo emo go eat on his own.. Den i acc him lo =.=" so poor thing lo.. =( Haha.. but i'm no diff from him ba.. Den we went back whynot.. mingyang and yijian go tantric find benji, andy, shuhui they all.. Den after awhile yijian came back.. cox he say there everyone has frenx of their own.. haha.. he veri emo lo.. walk alone~ den weijiejie wants to go tantric.. we acc him again.. Saw baby kimo there! den make a big fuss there =.= cox he dua me! go out nv ask me out T.T still go out wif xiaotaizi n terence.. Argh! Rotted there awhile.. den we went back maxwell.. den home we go.. Left wif me and yijian.. cox he accompanied me to atm.. Den he dun wan go out.. so sit down wif him to chat lo.. DEN HOR! tat idiot.. i jux say "dun sleep too late k?! i wan u to wake up early!" den he jux stand up and say bye.. Den almost went in cab.. den i said "so u jux gonna go like tat?!" but i tink i gave a veri wrong idea to him wif tat sentence =.=" he replied "er.. we're just fren wad u wan me to do?" Den i was like "..." So Funny lo him!! HAHA! ROFLMAO!!! I just find the bye bye was veri abrupt tat's all.. den he tot i wanted a hug or goodbye kiss =.= Cute lo him!!!! <33
Explained to him on the cab thru sms.. LOL.. diff cab la.. i north, he east.. den ya.. today is THURSDAY! muahahaha! the day is here again.. its been a month.. i tink.. went for 4 drag shows.. so yup.. been a month in the circle le.. learnt so much... anyway.. ya.. heading town now... to look for ying (maybe) if not i'll go wif zeke and bryan...wait for andy they all to WAKE UP! and come town den say ba... but anyway.. at nite will b at whynot.. tat's for sure.. I wan go honey zeke's hse!!! he dun let.. I go yijian hse den =x LalaLAa~ omfg~ i tinking too much...
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Conflict
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
hmM.. ytd went town to find kenneth, ben, fiona.. was having heavy rain.. but i could spot them.. they were with andy, alvin n benji.. blah blah blah.. yea.. my aim was not to hang out wif them.. was finding jake.. ya.. anyway.. after some issues.. ben,ken,fiona wif matthew n jiajun came wif us to maxwell.. but go seperate paths.. CY n wilson was there.. den we went into whynot.. seeing backstage rehersal for tmr nite.. they're funny.. lalala.. Went back to town wif jake, wellness, weijie, shawn, joshua, ash n wilson.. andy n alvin came to find us.. but onli 7 of us watch movie.. wilson went to tantric wif andy they all.. so yup.. Watch 300..
Rating without sex scene : 2/10 Rating with the scenes : 4/10 So.. after movie.. sat outside at cine.. den they plan the arrangement of performance for tmr.. where i drift nowhere.. Lol.. jake was slpin liao.. Hais.. so sianx
Actually tat's not the main focus of my post today.. How should i put it.. Hmm.. I shld say.. Benji is a group i can nv b in.. And i dunno.. everyone has the right to befren wif anyone they please.. so i'm not gonna b angry or wad.. tat's all.. But i'm just gonna say.. i'm unhappy to see my frenx mixing so much wif ajs.. I just dunno wads in their head la.. for me.. its jux.. i dun belong in the circle.. why should they blend into the circle.. making it now seem like we belong in diff circle.. But den again.. they are being helped by benji.. if not its still the same as me..
I decided la.. i cant and i wun blend into the circle.. They all can ask me out... and stuff.. but i wun initiate to go out or wad anymore... and i wun try so hard to kip going out wif them.. when i'm not being asked to.. so yup.. I wanna be a freeman! frenx or wad... here i stand to see.. those who notices my disappearance are those worthy of my trust.. K.. I tink i wun b going out anymore..
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Fortune telling..
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Yawn~ jux woke up.. about to go out.. but i'm broke! i have no cash!!! Ytd went out in the evening wif kimo.. den waiting for xiaotaizi.. we saw wei jiejie and cy at cine.. Lol.. den greg came over to say hi.. and disappear again.. Woo.. deja vu =.= (i rmb blogging in my sis room abt greg n a sms received in my room) anyway.. xiaotaizi is late.. so we went in to cine to look for wei jiejie.. at subway.. den xiao tai zi came.. den after tat.. greg came back.. decided he dun wan go find his frenx liao.. LOL
Hmm.. so its like wei jiejie, cy, kimo, xtz, greg and me.. 6 of us .. den suddenly.. hika, benji, issac, shu hui, applejie =x, andy, yi jian, mingyang, wilson and jake appear out of nowhere.. =.=" so the whole subway could not take it le.. Lol.. Some went to food court.. den after tat. rotted outside cine again.. (wads new =.=) Benji and issac waited for fernando den they went off le.. i ended up wif andy they all.. Kimo went off wif his fren.. along wif xtz.. Shuhui waited for tino.. den went off wif terence n another guy.. dunno how to spell =x sO yup.. left the rest of us.. we decided to go ang siang hill after much hesistation.. Woo.. We ate there and applejie read our fortune..
Muaahhaa.. all of tat aRe to kept secret to within the group Xp .. Muahaha.. i'm counted the most lucky one among all.. yijian and mingyang aRe the saddest! muahahha.. =x kk.. dun b so mean.. lalala~ but the facts realli bothers me quite abit le.. =.= sigh~~~ anyway.. we rotted at maxwell till like 7am den i went off on the same cab as applejie, hika and dunno tat guy is sean or shawn.. Lol.. 2 amkian, 1 yishunian .. muahaha n me sembawangian. =)
I'm pondering who am i liking now... LOL.. i can predict very soon.. my blog will haf to put private le.. cox i cant afford to let anyone in the circle know who i like.. LOL.. even though i know applejie can see.. she is also another supernatural person.. siGh.. so miss miss everyone! haha.. but den again.. i tink i will see u VERI soon.. haha.. mayb i will even see u all later lo.. all the cineleisure's jiejies! LOL XD
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Boring
Monday, March 12, 2007
I have been fucking rotting pls... Shld say.. on sat.. after i got drunk.. i couldnt sleep.. den i stay awake till sunday 4pm den sober.. tat's when i went to bed and sleep.. till 8pm.. so practically wasted my whole sunday.. den i watch the fucking HANA KIMI LAST EPISODETAT FUCKING SUCKS! i went back to sleep at around 3 am ba.. den here i am.. rotting again.. monday blues? Zzz.. nobody is asking me out today!! aRgH fucking pissed man.. -.-
Happy Birthday To Baby Sean Cai =)
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Random fotos =x
Sunday, March 11, 2007
my honey squeezing himself
inside the kiddy car
and he is stuck.. LOL! Oh.. benji did tis within 5 sec just for me XD
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jake and me =)
Shu hui n me =)
Andy and me =x
Wei jiejie.. he too dark liao la. not my cam fault!
LOL
infront: jojo, behind in cap: cy
Me! Benji, shuhui n andy =)
Cam whoring wif andy's shade =p
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The Main Cast
NaMe: NiCkS:Lucire, Kai Sch: RePubLic PoLy (graduated =p) HoROsCopE/ZodiAc: SaggitAriuS/DraGon aGE: NinEteEn D.O.B: 12 DeCeMbEr 1988 CouNtrY: SinGaPorean ChineSe HoBbiEs: Sleeping MsN/Frenster: lucire88@hotmail.com
Audiences
Stage Props
~A puppy!
~A digicam
~New Mazda RX!!!! ~Deep Red PSP
~ NS permitted phone!!!
~New pair of shoes
~And lots of $$$ XD
~Get a new ring~