confession room
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
hmm.. not really confession room la.. if realli hor.. i tink i got endless things to confess.. Lolx...
where do i start? hmm.. so much has changed just after the genting trip...
Some people just make life harder for me.. disappointing me.. if all craps.. i'm not gonna mention names.. so yup... ppl who knows me not as long.. can understand wad kind of person i am.. whereas some ppl just cant... if u realli are a fren.. u will understand me... if u're a real fren.. u wouldnt even give me such a chance to speak how lowly of u... some ppl are just disappointing..
Some people who can remove my sense of emptiness.. (different person) but.. tat person.. seem to haf drifted far beyond my reach now... seems like 3 days can realli change ppl.. change everyone's thinking.. i know how u feel abt me now... but its ok...
u're always b my baby...Some people even changes heart within the 3 days... (another different person) hmm.. i know ppl change.. feelings changed... blah blah... maybe i'm not meant for u... or mayb there's a better someone.. someone more right for u... so hope u're happy now... and i wish u'll be happy...
sigh... i dun expect pity from anyone... mayb i'm exaggerating.. but just from one trip.. i can lose so much... mayb next trip.. i may even lose everything.. i hope to lose myself... haha... i'm not as pessimistic as u all tink la hor.. jux tat i love to sound like it...
hmm.. u're gone.. just like everyone else... mayb i'm too used to tis scenerio till it doesnt hurt me anymore to see it happen again.. seems like.. hopes are scattered... everyone just come and go... none stayed... blah blah.. too emo liao la.. kk.. tat's all.. gonna bathe and slp le...
I went off at
Y12:42 AM
