Conflict
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
hmM.. ytd went town to find kenneth, ben, fiona.. was having heavy rain.. but i could spot them.. they were with andy, alvin n benji.. blah blah blah.. yea.. my aim was not to hang out wif them.. was finding jake.. ya.. anyway.. after some issues.. ben,ken,fiona wif matthew n jiajun came wif us to maxwell.. but go seperate paths.. CY n wilson was there.. den we went into whynot.. seeing backstage rehersal for tmr nite.. they're funny.. lalala.. Went back to town wif jake, wellness, weijie, shawn, joshua, ash n wilson.. andy n alvin came to find us.. but onli 7 of us watch movie.. wilson went to tantric wif andy they all.. so yup.. Watch 300..
Rating without sex scene :
2/10Rating with the scenes : 4/10So.. after movie.. sat outside at cine.. den they plan the arrangement of performance for tmr.. where i drift nowhere.. Lol.. jake was slpin liao.. Hais.. so sianxActually tat's not the main focus of my post today.. How should i put it.. Hmm.. I shld say.. Benji is a group i can nv b in.. And i dunno.. everyone has the right to befren wif anyone they please.. so i'm not gonna b angry or wad.. tat's all.. But i'm just gonna say.. i'm unhappy to see my frenx mixing so much wif ajs.. I just dunno wads in their head la.. for me.. its jux.. i dun belong in the circle.. why should they blend into the circle.. making it now seem like we belong in diff circle.. But den again.. they are being helped by benji.. if not its still the same as me..
I decided la.. i cant and i wun blend into the circle.. They all can ask me out... and stuff.. but i wun initiate to go out or wad anymore... and i wun try so hard to kip going out wif them.. when i'm not being asked to.. so yup.. I wanna be a freeman! frenx or wad... here i stand to see.. those who notices my disappearance are those worthy of my trust.. K.. I tink i wun b going out anymore..
I went off at
Y6:35 PM
