MIA cont
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Hmm.. how many days has it been.. Hmm.. Rite after thursday drag show.. i fall sick till now... Fri, Sat, Sun, Mon, and now Tues.. Wa.. 5th day of being at home, 5th day of my illness (not getting better), 5th day MIA-ing from the circle, 5th day without any dates... WA.. Life is tat fucking boring now.. and i feel tat... the way i see things changed.. the way i do and handle things slightly changed too.. but mayb not to my closest frenx.. but mostly to ppl of the aj side.. I also dunno... i'm feeling so cold and numb.. HAis...
When i'm all lonely and sad and empty inside.. i mean recently.. i think of so many ppl.. sean.. joseph... alan.... brian... bryan..... jojo..... eugene..... morgon..... kimo..... kiba..... benjamin... yijian.... hmm.. images of them just kip flashing by... wads my mind telling me den? or mayb i'm just desperate for someone to b by my side.. or take care of me..
just this "
someone" tat feels different ba... i just miss him.. i dun really nid him by my side or wad.. but talking to him... i mean just in msn or in maple is enuff to fill bits of my emptiness.. so i dun really ask much of him.. i'm just happy knowing him ba =) it may sound psychotic but i'm satisfied just to see him msn me a simple "hi" .. Lol.. weird me.. ~.~ I may not know him well at all.. cox i dun really talk to him in real life.. and the onli place we talk is in maple and msn.. and it doesnt go heart to heart.. so yup.. =( i dun hope for anything..
after i fell ill.. i just let everything go... mayb the illness just make me feel so much more tired.. in doing anything to achieve anything anymore.. satisfied by simple things.. and not being affected by anything beyond his room... meaning
cockroaches tat flies in will affect me
BIG TIME!! lol.. something like tat ba...
Missing the sight of you... Wishing to see u...
[DoneIs]Ippen... Shinde miru..?
I went off at
Y7:32 PM
