Truthfulness
Sunday, April 01, 2007
Hmm.. been reading blogs of ppl... ppl of the past, meaning they may haf left my life... and ppl of the present... only reading entries of the whole march.. So much has happened.. so much has changed.. Reading everyone's blog gives me different feelings.. feel my own pain, their pain and more of everyones' pain..
Still thinking so much.. been thinking so much lately.... den after one whole night of reading blogs.. i started doubting myself.. but den again.. i tell myself to stand strong..
Ppl believes wad they hear and not wad they see with their own eyes.. i noticed... Such disappointment.. We shouldnt judge ppl by wad others say they are.. but to experience them first hand... Only through your own experience, u can make a more rightful judgement of tat person...
I may already be a very "polluted" character in the scence... But i tell myself one thing.. And tat is, those who are true and real.. they will always remain by ur side.. Those who blive tat i'm bad without seeing for themselves.. i do not nid those ppl around me.. Unless u personally find tat i'm realli as rumors have stated den continue hate me but dun b plastic.. For those who loves me.. dun mind me as a fren... i'll b true to them too.. cox they are true to me... continue loving me for who i am..
I dun wish to b plastic... I'm true to myself.. and to ppl around me.. If u hate me, dun talk to me.. If u like me den talk to me more! same for myself.. If i hate u, i wun bother entertaining u.. or talk to u... If i like u, i'll get as close and mushy wif u.. LOL.. if u dun like, can always feedback..
Anyway.. I'm who i am.. Hate me, Love me.. Its ur choice.. Just dun b plastic to me..
I went off at
Y1:19 AM
