Sweet Sweet Tenders
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Sweet sweet love.. =x spent my wed nite at bb's hse and last week also.. twice le.. baby is so sweet lo.. the bottle i brought to his hse the last time, he end up using it as his bottle.. den he know i like to buy the vapour drop sweets, he bought it for me... wad can i say... so touched.. this small little things tat he've done, really means alot to me.. i'll treasure u baby.. cox i know u will too.. =) plus he called for mac breakfast in the morning =)
So Bored.. and tired.. now tat i'm home... hais.. haf to do my pp... plus.. i failed one of my test la hor... sad sad.. i wanna die liao la... lucky got baby in my life to make it seem brighter.. hehe... And yea!!! Finally i'm a FREEDOM!! after like 1 yr of playin lo.. lol.. i mean auditionSEA la.. those useless dumb slow pokes definitely wun know of tis game la.. tsk tsk.. lol
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Hapinasu!!!
Saturday, May 26, 2007
hehe.. hapinasu is the jap name for the chansey evoled form in pokemon.. doubt ppl still watch pokemon like me.. lol.. hehe... was watching my
Sazer X and
Pokemon at my bb's hse.. lalala... i'm glad i got to spent quality time wif my bb from ytd to today...
time wif my baby seems to pass so fast... but with him by my side.. my worries and problems seem to go away.. i just feel clam with him around... we may not be partners yet.. but u're already part of my life.. every single msg u sent, make my day better..
u're the reason i breathe and live, if u doubt me, it means death sentence to me. withou you, my life is incomplete. i'm going crazy~ baby baby baby... i'll wait for tat day to come.. when ur doubts are cleared...
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Miss u so so much
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
ARGH!!!~ been so tied up with school work... And i have like 2 tests this week!!!! plus i nid to submit my pp proposal by 30th may.. stress stress!!! no time for baby! not like he also have time for me la.. he also so busy and tired.. been such a burden to him!!! T.T stupid me..
Nothing much la.. i'm still with my simple boring life~ dun call me everyone!!!! i dun pick up calls now! LOl.. juz kidding.. omg.. i'm so random... Baby!!!!!! baby baby... nah.. nothing to talk abt.. waiting for bb's call..
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My Sweet Sweet Romance
Saturday, May 19, 2007
o my Dearest Sweetheart
Simply Crazy over him
Simply mesmerized by his sweet smile,
his warm hands holding mine,
Moments that stays in my mind.
So baby.. All i want to tell you is just a Simple
I Love You
[Verse 1]
Raindrops, Fall From, Everywhere
I Reach Out, For You, But Your Not There
So I Stood, Waiting, In The Dark
With Your Picture, In My Hands
Story Of a Broken Heart
[Chorus]
Stay With Me
Don't Let Me Go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's It Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me
[Verse 2]
I'm Trying And Hoping, For The Day
When my touch is enough
To Take The Pain Away
Cause I've Searched For So Long
The Answer Is Clear
We'll be OK if We Don't Let It Disappear
[Chorus]
Stay With Me
Don't let Me go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's it Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me
[Verse 3]
I've searched my heart over
So many many times
No you and I, is like no stars to light the sky at night
Our Picture Hangs Out Of Tune
Remind Me Of The Days
You Promised Me We'd Always
And Never Go Away
That's Why I Need You To Stay
[Chorus]
Stay With Me
Don't let Me go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With MeAnd Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's It Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me
[Fades]
oooo.. oh oh
don't leave
so I stay waiting in the dark...
I promise you baby.. i will stay with you...
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Ranking reason
Thursday, May 17, 2007
- Eileen Sim aka Ying (been with me for almost 7 yrs)
- Clara Chan aka Bei (7 yrs too)
- KeeNee aka Xue (maybe total should be only 2yrs?)
- Alan Choo aka Di (my longest di, 2 ~3 yrs?)
- Joseph Toh aka 2nd Di (my beloved di, around same as Alan di)
- Nicholas Zhang aka Nich kor (my only kor, In rp yr1sem2 till now)
- TanYeeLing aka 1-0 (A fren tat's worth hanging out with =))
- TayYauMin aka Asta (A fren tat can always pei wo de =p)
- JasonGoh aka Jason? (Lol.. only guy tat in my sec sch tat i can get along)
- Samson baby (My beloved baby, cox my ex? plus i'm foolish tat time)
- Greg deary (Deary! just more pure hearted..lol.. He plays maple too..)
- Edison baby (My other baby, adorable one! lol. maple buddy too..)
- Wallace (Darling.. haha.. know him for sometime.. but nv meet.. still close ba)
- Dickson laogong (Laogong! the one tat talks to me at some time)
- Eugene dear (Boo Boo Dear.. Msn chat the most la.. cox we're always bored)
- Shireen (Know in rp along with nich, she is nice in person la.. pure at heart)
- Doris (Haha.. Same class as this auntie for 3 sem in a row. fated la)
- Kai ling (same class for only one sem, but we are eating khakis)
- Eva (same class for only one sem, but also still eat for khakis)
- Sean baby (My ex.. I still kinda like him still but nvm)
- Ben (I find him nice la.. Fair in judgement.. mayb tats wad i tink la)
- Heng kiat (The fucking chiibye tat kip making fun of me de! BUT I LOVE TIS UNCLE!!*cox he is beside of me now while i'm typing this.. lol*)
- Fiona (Haha.. Passionate fren.. Lol.. frenly)
- Shamima (Cool Babe to hang out with)
- Citra (Adorable Cute silly gurl.. so adorable)
- Jelly (This idiot is helpful just no time to entertain us, forget me liao)
- Lynn (My fyp leader. If i could i wun wan to know her. lol.. jkjk)
- Jeannie (The fat and ugly hideous gurl, but she can b nice at times)
- Michelle Loo (A ex good fren ba.. just too bad, we're not meant for the frenship)
- (Vacancy to be applied)
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Food poisoning!
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Guess wad?! i fucking got tummyache in the morning ytd.. so i didnt go sch.. sitting at the toilet bowl, couldnt stand up.. and my unreasonable sis kip banging the door.. as she nids the toilet b4 going to work.. ~.~ ARgh.. so pain.. Den i got test in the afternoon.. so i got myself up to go for the test.. It was HORRIBLE!! THE PAIN THE AGONY!!! Argh.. sigh...
Reached class, stupid hengkiat started laughing.. cox i suspect it was the food from pasamalam the day before.. wa paing.. ~.~ sianx lo.. Adeline also another one la.. see me start shooting le.. ~.~ why does everyone love me so much? i know i'm all tat fabulous.. but ya.. give me some cold shoulder once in awhile.. too much attention on me is making me go high.. LOL..
Anyway.. just brought my lappy to sch onli.. wore like i was just going down to kopitiam to buy food.. lol.. on my way back.. saw ben and fiona.. den i was on the fone ma.. telling nich about today fyp meeting time.. Den saying tat "you muz come hor! cannot dun come" den ben heard tat, and started saying "having fone sex cannot dun cum" at first i dun get his joke la.. Lol.. but ya... its funny.. cox imagine me having fone sex and telling the other party "you muz cum! cannot dun cum!" lol.. omg.. so sick.. LOL.. i'm sick la.. but not horny..
Oh ya.. Stupid encounter ytd.. Like omfg lo.. i mean.. tis few days i kip having weird encounters.. not saying love blossom period =.=" Ytd encounter was this guy, quite fit de.. asking for fone to make a call.. so as a kind and helpful person i am, i lend my fone to him XD den he make his call and at the same time trying to socialise wth me.. asking me, how old am i, wad am i doing, not having ns.. blah blah.. den i find him aabit weird.. den after tat.. i tot it was over when he went off.. den at night.. he msg me.. =.= saying wanting to know me.. i was like wtf?! but den again.. i'm quite impressed with his "picking guys up skill" all tat act in the afternoon tat day was just an act to get my number?! -.- and he said he notice me in the neighbourhood for quite sometime.. Omg.. i'm like totally freaked out.. there are such stalkers man.. LOL. but i get so turn on by it.. LOL.. lalala.. i love to be rape by blanglahs.. LOL.. my fantasy la.. LOL.. BUT PLS HOr.. dun go hired one to rape me on purpose.. anyway ya.. weird weird.. stunned...
All these commotion make me forget my tummy ache.. but in return, when i reached home.. i got myself a sever headache.. but it got better after chatting wif some sweet silly adorable cute idiotic attractive pessimistic sensitive vulgar boy.. XD muahahaha..
Oh ya.. about the love blossom period.. Ya.. there's always a time..normally once or twice a year.. when suddenly a large amount of ppl suddenly start adding u in msn without u knowing.. for both r/s and sex... Zzz.. i hate those periods la.. i mean.. there are many type of guys la..
- Guys that claims to fallen for u, just by looking at ur dp...
- Guys that want sex and fun..
- Guys that pretend tat they seeking r/s, but actually wan sex
- Guys that wants to be fren with you, w/o ulterior motives
- Guys that just wan to add u in msn to beautify their contacts..
There are exceptions where they just want to know more frenx... and eventually grow a liking for each other.. =x ok la.. there is a mutual feeling with one of the guys... i admit k?! but i'm not gonna say more about it.. lalala.. Who says straight cannot have crush on guys huh?!!
To the guy.. i cannot assure u much.. but only tat i'll be truthful and real to u... for now.. i mean.. i can only be honest with u... i cant possibly assure u my heart YET... so its just matter of time ba.. i wun wan to see u hurt ... having a fone call with u last night.. shows tat it is possible for us to communicate and talk things to solve our differences.. so i dun tink tat would be a problem we will face.. at least we try to b understanding and tell each other how we feel.. i tink things will work out just fine.. so silly baby.. dun worry or tink so much k.. time will tell la.. but for now.. from how much i know u.. i can say.. i'm liking u.. and missing u badly... Muacks<33>
To my dear... i miss u girlfriend!!! but u so busy for me.. when was the last time we met? 2weeks ago? ~.~ sianx.. our 2mth anni coming le.. but i really see no purpose anymore.. sigh.. but i still love u k.. and i know u wun cheat on me too.. =) i still miss u... hmm.. still thinking of the past.. thos sweet memories we had.. the feelings still there.. waiting and hoping to see u real soon.. do call me k dear... love u.. muacks...
To my beloved alan di... sorry tat i forgotten about ur bday... i'm really deeply sorry... too stress with my final yr project.. hope u will understand k? u're still in my heart.. always... i may not b the one u would come to when u're in trouble, i may not b a good enuff kor for u.. but rmb tat if u ever nid this kor.. he will try his best to help if its within his reach... love u lots k.. i miss u lots... study well hor! o lvl le.. hope after this torture ends, we will be able to meet and see each other =) and k.. i owe u a meal for ur bday k? hehe.. i'll kip tat meal till we meet ba... for now focus on ur studies.. as i haf to too.. Bros 4eva... XD
Dunno why tis post so many things i wanna say sia... LOL.. and ya.. due to studies and other unforseen circumstances, i become cut off from the outside world.. neglecting some of my dearest frenx and babies.. i am going to say my deepest apology to all of u...
- Ying
- Bei
- Xue
- Alan di
- Joseph di
- Nich kor
- YeeLing
- Asta
- Jason goh
- Samson baby
- Greg deary
- Edison baby
- Wallace
- Dickson laogong
- Eugene dear
- Shireen
- doris
- Kai ling
- Eva
- Sean baby
- Ben
- Heng kiat
- Fiona
- Shamima
- Citra
- Jelly
- Lynn
- Jeannie
- Michelle Loo
- (Vacancy to be applied)
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G.A.Y.
Monday, May 14, 2007
Hmm.. nowadays.. maybe my senses sharpened, if not i tink
GAYS are over populating the world la.. Like eeeuuu.. LOL.. not tat i'm fully homophobic la.. i do haf frenx tat are gays too.. just tat i cannot acpt gays around me.. when i can spot them but they are strangers.. i will like totally grossed out..
So ya.. anyway.. come to tink of it.. i find it quite funny la.. in the sense, i was in a cubicle one day.. i heard from my "neighbour" speaking on the fone about how hot tat guy was.. blah blah blah.. i was like.. =.= *speechless* and there was tis other time.. i walk pass this guy which i find he has sharp refined features but abit "faggotised" so i was like trying to look away to prevent mistaking me for a
GAY.. LOL.. but den i can see him trying to make eye contact la.. not tat i'm tryin to b thick skin or wad.. but more of trying to recognise whether i'm the same
"species" as him blah blah.. i was like wtf also la..
Den there is also this other time, which is today! LOL.. i was on the train.. quite cramp and there is this 3 guys which are frenx beside me.. Wait.. Ok.. b4 tat, when at the escalator going up, one of the guys was looking around and our eyes meet.. but we just pretend nothing at all.. he is quite boyish cute la.. and he is yr 1 in my sch.. anyway.. den hor.. on the train.. he was whispering to his frens saying he gets turned on when he see guys in tights.. den i almost burst out laughing can?!! den the worse part is.. one of his fren repeated wad he said loudly.. den he so damn paisei, he just kip denying.. His frens ask him whether he gay or not.. he just say bi.. ~.~ and the whole commotion was laugh and clear enuff la..
Anyway.. ya.. so many encounters of such rare breed.. i'm quite fascinated by them... haha.. i wan to haf more gay frenx man.. hehe.. hope dear wun mind ba... =p
love u..
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tinking back
People say gurls get mature faster than guys.. But there are exceptions.. with a few gurls i encountered.. not the ONE in my class la.. LOL..
si adeline!!! born to b enemy wif her de.. ok.. getting out of point.. back to my point.. Ive seen gurls of my age.. which are so much much immature in their thinking compared to guys.. anyway.. tis post is quite random la.. i'm just so bored and tensed up over my school werk.. ~.~ so just wanna do something.. so yup..
Been Bored.. and tied up wif my lots of work.. Reports, Final yr project and still haf to handle wif daily sch works.. hmm.. i tink everyone is suffering the same thing ba... mayb other polys are more stressful since they also haf attachments unlike RP.. Yawn..
My class ar.. damn bloody fucking noisy.. ~.~
The Laughing Machine.. Nelly.. Wa.. laughing gas of the class.. =.= speechless.. she laugh while presenting.. i dun even fucking understand a thing in her ppt lo.. omg lo... she suffocating plus no voice still representing wif the remaining oxygen she has in her lungs... XD
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Lab lab
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Muahaha.. lab was fun.. haha.. just picture of lab sessions..
Malini and me!
Shamima and me XD
I'm hot in lab coat!!!!
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Land of paradise
Friday, May 04, 2007
Seeing the scorching sun setting... the heat that burns u.. and making u so distracted tat ur mind stop thinking as long as u stay under the sun..
As the sun sets.. U see the beautiful sight of the orange glow.. and ur mind will be filled wif sweet past memories as u are on the way to home...
Sitting alone, eating alone.. with no one to bother u... live for urself, blive and trust onli urself.. rely on one self.. away from problems.. from everything.. living in my own world..
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Nono Spidey
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Went out with shireen... Original plan was to watch spidey 3 but den hor.. when we reached town.. Zzzz.. the screen at the counter, was only showing
red and
grey colored time slots.. The earliest time slot tat is available was at 10+pm.. gosh lo... ended up.. going cathay picture house.. Even worse.. Earliest slot is at 11+ ~.~
So i just ended up going to Sunshine plaza to love at comics.. Luckily it was opened thinking tat its a public holiday.. Muahaha.. bought a yaoi comic tat cost me 30 over bucks.. Like wtf rite.. wasting money sia.. but ya.. ok la. i like it can liao.. now i'm broke.. cant eat or drink.. surviving on cigarattes.. LOL.. lalala..
Anyway.. ytd went to the
UK funfair.. with shireen, julia and her bf.. Woohoo.. was damn fucking fun.. My favourite ride is tat
Challenger thingy.. tat looks like a viking ship but it spins.. ~.~ And we were sitted at the "
high climax" seats.. whenever the ship is at the highest point, we will b at the veri top facing downwards.. ppl who played viking ships would know.. Tat the best
feeeeel comes when u're facing downwards and going against the wind, swinging to the other end.. WooHoo!!! Anyway.. tat ride cost me 10 bucks.. ~.~ glad tat the admission is free... =)
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