breakdown
Friday, July 20, 2007
Just that short moment with you...
I know u're the key...
To unlock the sealed heart..
Filled with so much agony...
I do not wish to be a burden to you...
Not wanting you to carry the pain i got onto myself
So i choose to walk away..
I bear this pain on my own..
But thanks to your help...
I'm able to let go of everything once again...
My heart wants you to hold me back...
But my mind chooses to let you go...
You will not be happy by my side...
But these are just my assumptions...
Why i do not get to hear your views...
I assumes only because i wish you could tell me you feel differently...
But all i get from you is silence and cold shoulders...
Regardless what this ending will lead me to...
I know, i started to fall...
For you...
And hereby officially declare the start of my depression...
I went off at
Y10:54 PM