Tiring day

I was out today with Tyron.. lol.. er.. rotted in town and do his shopping with him.. till like 6 plus, i sent him off and went home to ... bathed and changed!!! lol.. den rush back to yishun..





Actually the k session almost cancelled.. but luckily.. it didnt.. hahah.. so end up.. rot there till so tired.. Yawn~ i'm so super going to slp.. but uploading fotos from fone.. and also into frenster.. hahaha.. anyway.. one most interesting pic of the day.. lol

New pants

Anyway Junliang loves "shooting" and he have the power to shoot!!! LOL!!!! lol.. but too bad, he dunno how to jump and shoot far, onli shoot short range.. lol... maybe in the future will be a sniper.. who knows.. =x it is just a inside team joke.. derived from a game.. =p

Mid-Autumn Festival

Today is Mid-Autumn Festival.. haha.. i should phrase it how ppl normally address tis day. MoonCake/Lantern Festival.. which is wrong la! lol.. hahahaha.. anyway.. guess wad.. i'm not having candles or lanterns around me.. and worse, i never tasted mooncake for the whole of tis yr.. lol.. i know i'm tat the onli one la.. but yea.. sounds pathetic, since i dun get to celebrate such traditional festival by us chinese... sigh~~~

Today is not just tis special day.. Its also a special day for someone... HAHAHA...

Its the birthday to one of my bestest bitch!!! lol... maybe i got the wrong date.. lol.. anyway.. it doesnt matter la.. at least i rmb its in tis month rite?!!! hahahaha..


hahaha... wa... first to turn 19 in G4.. hmm.. seems like i am forgetting someone... hmm....
Oh YA!!!! keenee.. oops.. almost forgot... was wondering why G4 when i can only like name out ying, bei and me.. =x

Haha.. anyway best wishes to you bitch!!!! Love u till the end!!!!! MoOoOooOOOoo

First Week of E45F

Muahahaha.. Alrighty.. So.. the first week of this new sem is over.. Hmm.. not much happening.. but i find my class is really a joke itself.. ok la.. sometimes nia.. There's only like 2 person in the class tat actually looks like fools to me.. one is the rendall which is only here during elective modules. the other, is none other than our MR K LA guy.. lol.. dun wan put his name.. veri bad.. lol.. but will soon put.. after u guys start noticing it..

Hmm.. so far... my team only consists of Kailing, Aqilah, Junliang, Shaz for 2 days! and teeyan for one module, girlisa and kah ming.. aiya dunno how to spell lol.. Ok.. the rest i am still not exposed to, so cant give much comments.. time will give me opportunities to bitch about every single one of them =) And i'm bored at home.. =.=

YER

Yawn.. so fucking tired.. just woke up.. after like 12 hours of slp.. =.= haha.. anyway.. ytd went out with ying and 10 to amk hub.. hehe.. anyway.. the 10 ps us half way.. stupid bitch! so ying and me ended up watching movie.. we watched the apartment 1408 or its just simply 1408? ah heck la.. hmm.. anyway.. we walk aimlessly after the movie, until 10 called to ask us whether wanna head back to northpoint to mit her for dinner or something.. lol.. so we headed back.. eat and chatted about our sex life den head back home le.. hahahaa..

1408

ratings for 1st half 7.2/10

ratings for 2nd half 4.3/10 (cox it gets real corny at the back)

anyway.. dunno why.. type out to express is one thing.. wad i feel is another... aiya.. i dun wanna type out how i feel ba... but maybe i'm realli a fool.. try to act tough, but inside me, i'm desperately praying for your return... haha.. stupid la..

Crazy Crazy Love Love!

Today we will be learning on a word that i think most of my friends would have come across.
The word for the today is.. Quincy..

Definition: Arrogant Bossy Bitchy Slutty Self Centered Unreasonable or just any word you can think of and just name it! simply put it, incompetent.. I admit i was such a fool in the past ok?! so its in the past! i'm no longer tat dumbass tat will be blinded of lust.. Yes! its lust not love ok?!

What i pratically hate about this person is just the part where he thinks he is all High and Mighty but in actual fact, he is Low and Nothing. And whatever he thinks or says are so philosophical and it has to make sense to everyone, but to me, wadever he says are totally nonsensical and make no sense to even mealworms and maggots.

hmm.. most of you would have wonder why out of the blue i'm mentioning this taboo and forbidden word... actually there's a hidden meaning.. its more of shooting not just him but people with his horoscope. Call me stereotyping or wadsoever, i dun fucking give a fuck k?

They always think that they are right, everything they do is mature, reasonable, realistic and sensible. Oh fucking craps pls! if they are so fucking god damn mature, they would be able to consider and respect other people's point of view and try see things in others' shoes! I just find sitting down talking to ppl of that horoscope meaningless.. like totally pls.. i mean.. all that they ever say is their long endless cycles of reasoning and so called da dao li.. to me.. they are so fucking good in their bullshitting skills..

Ok.. fine... away from that point.. I would like to talk on behalf of us women! k, to be more precise, passive, bottoms and real women.. I've done my homework before claiming this point.. We women, like to play guessing games but not when the girls are the one guessing. And ok, some of u may not notice.. but if you really go and notice.. guys, top, active are the ones who have to give in more compared to the girls. I mean i know give and take, but still.. the rate of guys giving in will have to be higher.. much higher... please la.. why are we call passives? because we wait to be showered with tlc but of cox we will response back accordingly if the feeling is mutual. And i ask all the girls out there, would you like to have a guy who you can only see his love and care through hidden meaning, reading btw the lines and indirect approach, OR would you prefer to have a guy who you can obviously see and know that he really do loves u?!! i mean.. the answer is obvious for the majority unless u're weird, bitch! It really comes down to giving security and assurance.. some jerks just don understand that.. tsk..

So.... In the aj society, Tops with Bottoms.. Tops give in to Bottoms, if Tops pampers Bottoms, Bottoms will love Tops back. As for Flex/Versatile.. Those who do not know wads tat, it means a person who can fuck or get fucked by others.. Flex with Tops, Flexs will more prob be pampered by the Tops if the Tops are real man! and as for Flex with Bottoms, Flexs should know clearly that he has to be Top in this relatioship. So no complains pls.. And thru personal experience, i've seen alot of flexs tat are so fucking niang.. so pls.. have some self awareness.. and if you know u're so passive, i would advise u to go for a Flex or Top.. Lastly, for Flexs with Flexs, normally problems will come in when knowing your roles. Ok la.. i mean.. i know its possible for equal balance of give and take for this case.. but in the end, one would still be more domineering compared to the other. Or another way would just to know your role clearly before even starting anything.. cox if both wans to be dominated by the other party, no one will take initiative.. just like in bed, both wanna fuck, no one wishes to be fucked by.. I still personally feel that most flexs have issues.. like identity crisis and denial.. pathetic... tsk..

anyway ytd met up with bernard kor at yishun mac at 5pm den hor.. eat and chatted till 12 plus without even realising the time pls! and i finished one whole fucking pack of cigs in just tat 7 hrs.. horrible!!! lol.. when he smokes i smoke, when i smoke he smokes too.. LOL!!! haha.. i mean there were so much for us to talk about.. hehe.. i feel i can get along well with him.. haha.. but dunno about his side.. skarly he was just being plastic! lol.. jkjk.. korkor dun angry.. =p anyway he is younger than me la.. *bleah* and hor.. dun worry wun fall for him cox... we are sisters! if u get wad i mean la.. hahaha..

Out with yeeling

woohoo.. got to go out with yeeling after like hmm.. half a yr? haha.. we went to eat lunch at a wanton mee store at far east.. and walk from town to bugis.. haha.. cox we cannot decide on a place to eat so we wandered.. and ate seafood restaurant at the end.. =.= lol.. anyway.. was quite an enjoyable day ba.. haha.. i mean.. i get to talk to her about alot of personal stuff.. haha... and she hasnt grown much since the last time.. i mean in terms of maturity.. =x lol.. lalalla.. anyway we finally watched 881 !!!! like totally finally?! and yea.. the show rawks like fuck can?! i love it.. i really do.. compared to all the other shows i have watched recently.. lol..

881

ratings : 7.5/10

anyway.. i tink i managed to finished most of the movies i wanted to watch at the start of the holiday. so... i tink not much shows i'm really keen on watching yet.. will prepare a list soon.. and er... its a first come first serve basics whoever wanna book me to watch those following shows.. =p

hmm.. last but not least.. i miss you... while u're gone.. i've managed to solve my own problems and sorting my own thoughts and emotions when they went wild.. maybe it will be different now.. is like i still feel tat.. being put to a test of separation at tis point of time is really too early ba.. i tink i lost alot of things in tis process.. but i'll still continue to show a strong front in front of everyone.. my own thoughts and feelings will only cause more problems.. so wadever... forget it.. it really makes me ponder....

Wo Gei De Ai

Just a song translated to english...

(Verse)
The midnight wind
Heartlessly cold
Feeling the night
Darker than usual

Withered leaves
Falling off the trees
Just like my feelings

As the wind blows
The leaves flew
Where it flew to?
Where am i?

With no destination
With no purpose

(Chorus)
The love i gave
Will not return
The words you said
I'll never forget
But you still chose to leave

*maybe this is wad i'm feeling now.. i'm so tired... i'm like a person without identity.. no ic, no birth cert.. i also dunno wads the purpose of my life anymore.. and i've just lost the motivation to move again.. i'm such a weakling.. so easily stopped by small obstacles like these.. this will be wad most of u would be thinking.. but honestly, how much do any of u really know me? i've nv really shown the true side of me to anyone.. but maybe some times, like once in a blue moon to my closest pals.. dun judge me, cox u aint got the rights k?! i also dunno wad i'm saying.. my mind is a total blank.. cox i refuses to think.. it hurts to think.. wadever.. i dun care anymore.. i'll just put an end to my own misery.. tsk.. *

brokenbroken

Hm... i'm really at such a vulnerable state rite now... sometimes.. i realli doubt myself.. why am i born wif so much flaws.. i know we are not born perfect.. but it seems like there will definitely be one thing to a certain person tat they dislike about me..

I know that tis person has done so much for me.. overlooking so many flaws tat he doesnt like abt me.. but still loving me unconditionally.. i'm falling deeper in love wif him each day.. but seems like tat person start to doubt his own love for me... i really dunno wad to do.. i dun wanna make myself sound so pathetic, like seeking pity from others.. so i wun talk much abt how bad a person i am..

Telling me not to fall too deep, learn to protect myself.. i cant help abt thinking tat, he is implying he knows tat he will hurt me one day.. deep inside, he knows it is impossible to last.. but wad i can say is.. i will put in all my feelings if i find tat person is worth my love.. i dun care abt the outcome or wadsoever.. cox i just wanna love tat person as much as i can when i haf the chance.. at least i will not come to regret that i haven done enough.. all i wan is the treasure the moments we share.. even if its just days, hours, mins or even seconds.. at least i'm satisfied tat i once felt his love.. his care..

Even if its going to be the end of it soon.. wads left are still sweet and meaningful memories spent with him.. i realli cant express very well.. but i really appreciate and felt touched by his actions.. it may seem like small simple things.. but bcox they are small simple things, ppl tend to miss them out.. and its all these small simple things tat he've done tat really make me feel loved.. and its like the first time my heart is telling me tat i can really be ready to commit in tis relationship for once... spending a big part of my life with this special someone..

hopes seems to be gone somehow.. and i'm lost on wad to do..

u'll always have a place in my heart.. a big portion...

will i get to call u Baby again? will i get to hear u calling me BaoBei again?

NaMe:
NiCkS:Lucire, Kai
Sch: RePubLic PoLy (graduated =p)
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D.O.B: 12 DeCeMbEr 1988
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