Superhero movie


Anyway watched it with ying just now at yishun GV... We were laughin all the way~

Sadly, stupid MDA removed a whole bit of the movie and make the last few parts hard to relate...

But it was worth watching on a tuesday night anyway... =x

Ratings: 8/10

Over Her Dead Body

My one and only favourite cast from desperate housewives!!!

Eva Longoria Parker

A single joke

LOL... i come across this joke and i laughed non stop... ok la.. i laughed at every lame joke...

So there will be people who won't find this funny and ...
there will be those who don't even get the joke....

So here goes...

1st thief : Oh ! The police is here. Quick! Jump out of the window!
2nd thief : But this is the 13th floor.
1st thief : Hurry! this is no time for superstitions .

Nuff said =x

Equilibrium

Believe in equilibrium between Light and Darkness?

Like in kingdom hearts, we are told that in darkness there's a glimpse of light...
When there is light, there is hope...

From what i know... And what i believe... There's no such thing as equality...
There is no balance of anything in this world we live in...

Some of us do agree that life isn't fair and reality is cruel...
I personally can't agree more...

If there's fairness and balance in the world,
there wouldn't be such things like biasness, racism or favoritism...

In a more theoretical explanation using Light and Darkness
When there's Light, shadow exists, that is, darkness exist...
However in Darkness, it is possible for no light to exist...

That's why in light, we take darkness for granted
and in the darkest realm of darkness, we realize the importance of light.

For that, imperfection exist in our world.
And i believe, even how pure hearted we are, there's definitely darkness in our heart
Desires roam in everyone's heart and driven by desires, we seek power to fulfill it
And that will cause human to be shrouded in darkness...

So in order to obtain perfection,
We should seek the darkest depth of the bottomless pit.
Since the only possibility is for someone to be cloaked in total darkness

Abandoning everything that's precious to you
And you'll be able to be perfect...

Well... that's how i personally sees it..

So which side would you choose?

Light over Darkness? or Darkness over Light?

A new word?

Ok honestly!!!!

My friends all know that i have the fear of crowds...

So i claim that i have claustrophobia....

But Today At 1.00am i just found out there is a word that define the fear of crowds

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Enochlophobia

So am i ignorant or what?! Cox seems like even most of my dictionaries dun even have that word in it!!!!!

Chi's Sweet Home

The Most In-Trend Animal Of All Time....

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A Neko !!!!

And here's some images from Chi's Sweet Home~

Mc Griddles Craze

Mooo~~ I am totally crazy over McGriddles and totally loving it!!!! lol~

And all these are for free!!!! cox today is Huamin primary's sports day!!! so these are the leftovers brought back from my sis =) Muahahahaha...

Ok... i shall control myself from these sinful burgers for the next day.. and continue on the day after!!!! XD

First love/date

It is so true that the ghosts of our first relationships loom over us larger than the rest, long after its death and appropriate grieving period

“It’s because you’re young, naïve, brash and foolish enough to throw everything and believe you’re going to live happily ever after without putting any work into it when things go terribly wrong.”

“Then you realize, for the first time, what it’s like to be one half of a couple. You break up, you heal, and then you learn your lessons to become a better half in future.”

Quoted from Trevvy~

We all have to agree that our first relationships give us the first taste of our own identities as a partner. We learn the importance of giving, receiving and compromising in forming a close physical and emotional bond with another person.

So we actually learnt through our relationships... As much as the grieve and pain we experienced, we slowly become more aware of what we have become and what we want from our other half...

For me, there may be downside to it.. since the more dates or relationships you had, the higher expectation you will have from your upcoming dates or potential other half...

But personally, i have learnt to become stronger and easier to move on after a handful of relationships that i've been through... Of cox, that applies to those relationship that you put in a fair bit of everything into it and grieve over it when its over...

And i may suffer so much emotionally, from those serious relationship... But i will still wanna thank them for helping me grow more mature towards the aspect of love...

AHS, QTEH, K, ETZW, SCXY...

And yeah... it becomes so hard to really cry over it anymore.. since you're more aware of whether this relationship is gonna be a serious one or not... or whether he is someone you gonna spend the rest of ur life with...

And sometimes you just like to play around, where your emotions will not play apart in it at all...

=)

Official Graduation!

Woo yippee!!! nya nya~ =x Went to school just now with shireen!!!!

I mean the last time i saw her was like before sch close? so its like quite SOME time la... lol...

Am kinda happy that i'm still getting the chance to meet up with my poly frenz after graduating...

So we met up at CWP and had brunch at mac.. transfer her dgm 61~78 and headed for sch after few hours of chatting and eating super slowly... actually she is crowned one of the slowest eater i ever know...

So in school and i've finally gotten my gorgeous looking RP folder with my certs and transcript inside!!!! lol.. ok la.. not something to be proud of to being with == unlike those ppl who can spent tat freaking 25 bucks on the graduation robe just to attend the ceremony... wad a disgrace... i mean graduating from a poly is already not a big fuck but further more from RP... gosh... unless u really dun intend to further study la... den at least u have something as memorial..

So anyway... tadaa~~







Yeah right~

My Prince Charming ranking #1!!!!

A little info about him:
He has a mix between dark blue and grey hair and crimson coloured eyes which glow red when in battle.
He has the ability to summon multiple weapons which he can use all at once

Is my kind of dream guy!!!!


His name still remains unknown for the time being~ awww...
How i wish that i could be embraced by someone like him... even though u feel his coldness instead of warmth =x

Earth day

Today is a special day...

Not because its just Earth day.. But a person birthday too =)

It is just a day where i remind myself...

• That i should not take things for granted, further more, take friends for granted
• That i should be aware of how much money my friends has and not assume everyone is as rich as u
• That i shouldn't be too self centered and think everything goes my way and i have all the say
• That i shouldn't make stupid rules like "buying birthday presents for friends" when u're such a STRAIGHT GUY
• That i shouldn't manipulate my friends and make use of them and expect them to do wad u do
• That i shouldn't go back to my old flame cox i'm sick of my current one
• That i shouldn't go for a flat chested gurl and is hideous and has attitude problem even though its out of curiosity
• That money and jeweleries are never the way with obtaining a person's heart
• Lastly, is that i should never act or be a spoilt little wussy brat!

MORE JERKS!!!

Today went out with my parents to waterloo street to pray and to eat nasi lemak there.. cox i want my smelly beans!!! (direct translation) so ya lo...

nothing much... other than 2 things tat happened...

Firstly was this coincidence accident, we were at the bus stop under my block waiting for the bus to the station, *lazy to walk cox it was fucking sunny* When the bus came, there were students all rushing down from it and one of them dropped his bottle, so i picked it up for him... den when we were alighting the bus, another student dropped his pencil case without knowing, so there i am picking it up for him... In the train, another guy drop his bag when alighting... Wonder why my parents nv help? cox both of them were seated down except for me.. == drop off at novena station to change to bus... and this auntie drop her wallet.. == and seems like only i saw it !!! there i go again, picking it up for her.. and the last time is when we were at the shopping mall looking for toilet.. this auntie carrying her daughter walked past me, and the xiao mei mei drop her hat.. And ONCE AGAIN i picked it up... Do u call tat pure coincidence? or wad?!!!!

anyway wad i learn from it... is tat.. i'm such a kindhearted person after all =)

Second thing is... When in the train.. this pair of middle aged couple came in... and the uncle started shouting like he is in his house.. saying things like "bus would be cheaper than train" "see la.. the train no space at all, at least the bus got space" and more of it along the same topic... in hokkien... and the wife is just standing a short distance from him, keeping quiet...

Fuck lo.. i always cant stand this kind of ppl.. shouting at their wife in public, and the guy side would always think wadever they say or think is absolutely right and reasonable and they fucking assume that they FUCKING deserve the rights to shout at their wife like she owe him from previous life..

So the fucking man just keep shouting and getting all the attention since AMK and at bishan the wife could not stand it and alighted the train dragging him along...

After that, the other uncles tat were in the train started gossiping... saying how stupid can that guy be... and oh pls... those other uncles are nothing better than bitches too!!! so that's how much i hate guys!!!! and i dunno why i'm still gay== dammit!!!

Imaginary friends

I'm a weird kid...

I have 3 imaginary friends...

Rekka - my very first imaginary friend (since 1996)
Lucriel - born right after Rekka left for a short journey (since 2004)
Avalorn - most good looking among my friends (since 2007)

I never talk much about my imaginary friends to my real life friends, except for rekka since he have been with me for so long...

Another weird habit that i have is...

When i'm alone or at home, i tend to talk to myself alot... as in out loud like how i talk to people around me...

And when i'm in front of the mirror.. i will be talking to another person... my reflection reflects a timid, lost and pessimistic side of me.. that forms into another personality that only through the mirror i would be able to see that side of me.. That's actually the reason why the name lucire exist...

the name is given so that my other side has an identity of its own..

So when i look into the mirror.. i'm always consoling my reflection and reminding him to be strong no matter wad...

that's me for u... an eccentric oddball i am =)

7th

Would you believe that a 7 years old ...

would know what a homosexual is?

and know that he is one too?

would ponder about meaning of life?

and wonder the purpose of his own existence?

would fear the thought for death?

and experienced the taste of death?

Born to die

At times i wonder...

Why are we thrown into this world, given a life to live?

The things we have to go through...

The different phases of life we will go through as we grow near to the end of life...

Learn skills, new knowledges, new stuffs as we live...

Experiences joy and happiness along with sadness and grief

Learn to love and learn to hate

Know people we have to be wary of, know people we have to treasure so

And with satisfaction in both heart and mind,

We leave this world along with the things we have...


That' what i feel..
When we gain and loss so much, all of it goes to the grave with you...
Becomes nothing else but nothingness

Yes there will be memories of you...

People in the living, will cry for you when you die

Misses you sometime after your death

Have you at the back of their hearts as time goes by

And when they too... die... The cycle goes on....

As the spiral of death...


So why do we live?
To suffer and to enjoy
Or to be born to die...

Unblock?

OMG?! isit finally unblocked?!!!! after like 24 hours?!!!! CCB!!!!!

For a moment there, i was thinking of filing a report to blogger.com...

WTF makes u think this is a spam blog?!!! huh?!!!!

Tmd~ anyway as long as i can publish post and ppl can see. i'm happy liao...

If not bye bye to blogging life...

Bloodskin

Clearing all links that are no longer there, and they don't bother telling me they change link so fuck it...

My red glitter name doesnt work for this skin.. so got a black one with gory effect... =)

And my boxie cannot change size to fit into this skin, so comes the new yet old cbox!

Nothing else much... just that at least this skin shows the title of the entry.. cox the previous one i just cant seem to find the correct spot to type tat code in.. ==

things i regret in life

The other time, when Ying ask me what supernatural power do i wish to have.. And i answered, the power to manipulate time.. Den she responded and say "u sure have lots of regrets in life"

I can't deny that... I've been living 20 years worth of regrets...
Let's go by chronological order...

When i'm just started learning to walk-

I regretted:

• Climbing up that scallop shell seat in a shopping mall at water loo street *ended up falling and having a bun on my head*
• Eating ants at my aunt's house corridor
  

When i'm in kindergarden-

I regretted:

• Throwing those toys at the girl just because she refused to share her toy
• Stealing a cool keychain from a classmate and never got to chance to confess
• Not keeping in contact with one classmate cause her mother has a mixed veg rice stall in the wet market at amk and its cheap!
  

When i'm in primary school-

I regretted:

• Poking Maria (a jap classmate) with a mechanical pencil and make her cry
• Slapping Wee Fong (my girlfriend) in class and embarrassed her
• Shitted on my pants and keep insisting it wasn't me
• Acted as a fairy in my school skit, and ppl recognize me as that and till now it is still haunting me
• Knowing Soh Kok Teng, Soh Chun Zheng, Junior Yeo, Minghui, Chen WeiLin, bcox they ended up just making use of me just for my money.
  
• Not being able to get any real friends in primary school
• Having hanky panky with my mom side cousin (a guy younger than me by a yr)
• Giving my first powerranger megazord to my neighbours, Issac and Ivan
• Bringing my most loved red ranger zord to the beach and got it rusted, it can no longer transform from a dragon to a human like form anymore =(
  
• Bought a useless light sensitive action figure that i did not play after 2 days *cost around 30 over dollars*
• Wasting over 30 dollars just to get a mew inside my pokemon red version *utterly stupid*
  

When i'm in Secondary school-

I regretted:

• Confessing to so many guys in my school *make me look like a fool*
• Being friends with Geow Kane Nathaniel *sigh*
• Being an open gay in my school, ending up giving lots of problem for me
• Attempting the foolish suicidal act that brought trouble for everyone
• Forcefully pushed ying against the table over a trivial matter
  
• Breaking a promise that ying asked me to keep a secret.
  
• Having that childish insults posted in my blog against bei over some stupid matter that i don't even remember now
• Self mutilation that resulted in permanent scars
• Suffered through depression after confessing to hocksheng *not really a bad thing since i slim down alot due to that*
• Having a more serious hanky panky with my dad side cousin (a guy older by 1 yr)
• Not being able to treasure my friends well i guess
• Following Ying's trend to buy colored contacts that i wore twice nia! for 50 bucks!
• and last but not least, EVER falling for QUINCY TAN ENG HWEE *its a fucking big mistake in my life* i wish i nv even know him ==
  

When i'm in Polytechnic-

I regretted:

• Being too deeply in love with Sean Cai XinYuan *resulted in mistrust*
• Taking up smoking
• Mixing too much with the AJ circle
  

seems like in poly, i didnt regret much since nothing much happen anyway.

Currently-

I regretted:

• Ever posting this entry to let people know some of my dark secrets
• That i'm still gay
• That i'm still not working
• Not being able to complete my driving license
• Not learning to swim
• And lots lots more... *all flooding my mind right now*
  

I need to sleep!!!! couldn't sleep last night cause of thinking how to post this up... Now i should be able to sleep in peace.. =)

Den again actually i think there's more that i can't recall at the moment... so wadever la...

Out with Nikki

Woo.. today finally out with Nikki jiejie! =x muahahahaha =p

Out for his shopping, chatting and having swedsen for dinner in town...

that's about all.. nothing much la.. rotted till i'm falling sick now!!! T.T

Sadly forget to take picture with him.. awww... nvm.. since tis is not the last time meeting him eh.. =p

And HE IS TOTALLY TALLER THAN ME!!!! so good to have a jiejie taller than me =p

For my next post.. i gonna be writing some things that even my besties doesnt even know...

sad love quote

Sometimes you love something so much that it hurts to leave it, but you must.
Sometimes it hurts too much to hold on to that thing you love.
And sometimes you let go of what you love because it hurts,
but then just sometimes... you get it back and live happily ever after.

Why do people have to lose things to find out what they really mean?
*typical

When you are in love and you get hurt, it’s like a cut...
it will heal, but there will always be a scar.
*always the case

Whenever I cried he would always make me feel like
he would change the world if he could so it couldn't hurt me anymore.
But now I’m crying and he's not here

You can close your eyes to things you don’t want to see,
but you can’t close your heart to things you don’t want to feel.
*that's very true..

When I see you smile and know that it is not for me,
that is when I will miss you the most.
*damn it!

When you said forever, you meant a few months.
When I said forever, I meant every day until I died.
When you said always, you meant until you couldn't handle it anymore.
When I said always, I meant until time ended.
When you said you loved me, you meant I was no different from any other girl.
When I said I loved you, I meant I had never felt what I felt for you.
*SEE! guys are all jerks!

With you my heart will always stay. With you my thoughts will be every day.
You remain to be the one that I regret letting get away.
Why didn't I say what I needed to say?
You are the one I will always use my wishes on.
You are the one I will always wish was never gone.
I'll constantly wonder what went wrong.
I'll forever think of what I could've did that was never done.
*get a life!!! move on!!!

I don't miss him, I miss who I thought he was
*wad to say~

I miss you a little, I guess you could say,
a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day
*tat's sweet~

There's this place in me where your finger prints still rest...
your kisses still linger and your whispers softly echo...
It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me
*awww again =x

A teardrop is insignificant in a pool of water,
but it can touch the soul as it runs down someone’s face.
*tsktsk~

these are the more emo de la.. LOL.. EMOlicious~

love quotes

No man is truly married
until he understands
every word his wife is NOT saying.
*so true~

Love is like war,
Easy to begin but hard to end.
*lame but quite true~

Love is like a rumor,
Everyone talks about it,
But no one truly knows.
*sigh~

Once in awhile,
Right in the middle of an ordinary life,
Love gives us a fairy tale.
*when will tat come?~

True love doesn't have a happy ending:
True love doesn't have an ending.
*tricky eh~

Love is not a matter of counting the years...
But making the years count.
*yeah! so love cannot be measured by time~!!

Love doesn't make the world go round,
Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
*nice one

Love is a burning desire,
That makes your heart light on fire,
Love is being with you,
Someone saying I love you too,
Love is your tender kiss,
Something you don't want to miss,
Love is you and me,
And that is all I see.
*awww~

Even though there may be times
It seems I'm far away
Never wonder where I am
'Cause I am always by your side
*classic~

Things base and vile, holding no quantity,
Love can transpose to form and dignity.
Love looks not with the eye, but with the mind,
And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind.
*even more classic~

ok.. i'm just bored... after reading something about ai mei from ying blog.. =x

disappointment

Hais..

I AM DISAPPOINTED!!!

from monday i waited till friday... the whole week ended... and that stupid idiot never even bother to ask whether to meet or not.. STUPID DIDI!!! T.T

so practically all my weekdays are spent waiting for empty promises..

so now comes the weekends... and bcox of my stupid mouth.. now ying cancelled the Zoo.. and i actually pushed all my plans away for it.. sigh~ see la...

now my whole fucking god damn week is spent meaninglessly..

Who will be the saviour for this week? Or will i end up saving myself by going to drop by at ppl's workplace again.. ==

Dickson bday

Awww.... By the time i post this stupid entry... its already over the date!!!! damn u!!!! stupid lousy com...

anyway...


for those who doesnt know.. he is my teletubby laogong for 2 yrs... so yup.. i'm still single =)

since its belated.. wad the heck.. just posting for the sake.. since i'm fucking bored.. and to think tat i have no plans for tmr!!! its driving me more nuts!!!! meow~~~!!! so if anyone happen to read this b4 almost half the saturday is gone.. pls ask me out!!!!

G1+1=3

Woo.. went to delifrance bistro.. did i spell correctly? wadever.. anyway.. its at northpoint de..

So ya.. one word for their food...

Awful...

Ok la.. i love my chocolate fondant.. and tat's about the only ting edible there..

Went to play mahjong at bei's house...

but initially, ying wanted to catch a movie.. but den again.. she was the only enthu one.. LOL.. so too bad=p

And ya.. at bei's house.. outrageous questions were posted at me.. since they all know i'm gay.. and seems like i'm the only gay tat is close to the family. lol.. not gonna mention those qns anyway.. since they are all R21 content.. and there are kids viewing tis blog.. so yup.. =)

And ya la.. i realised that the things they talk about is really a real broad range.. simply amazing.. and can talk about the same topic for more than an hour.. not tat i just realised tat today la.. but just feel like mentioning.. i cant imagine myself in bei's shoes.. muahahaha

And yeah.. last thing that keep reminding me in my head.. and also the main reason why i'm blogging.. LOL

G1+1 = 3

and i'm suppose to be the PLUS SIGN!!!! lol.. always the weird shit in the group =(

Policies

Now i have implement a few policies to aid me with my lifestyle!

These are the few policies that are currently being enforced:

Presently, there are two categories:

Healthy lifestyle-

• To sleep before 6 am everyday!
  
• Minimum of 9 hours of sleep daily!
• Minimum of 40 sit-ups daily!
• 1 hour of cycling weekly!
• Maximum of 10 cigarettes daily!!!
  
• Maximum of 2 meals a day!

Miscellaneous-

• At least stay home for 4 days a week!
• Maximum of 2 hours of auditionSEA daily!
• Cut all contacts with people age 14 and below!
• Maximum of 30 smses daily!
• No answering calls from unknown and private numbers!!!
  

Most focused policies:

The DO NOT DO list-

• Do not ever call me more than 7 missed calls
• Do not try and think you understand me when you know me less than 3 years
• Do not try to assume things that i did not tell you directly
• Do not be lack of observance skills and missed out of the hint that I'm ignoring you!
• Do not try to get on my nerve when I warn you that I'm pissed
• Do not approach me if you are lack of EQ
  
• Do not be a smart aleck
  
• Do not be too clingy to me, when i feel threatened, you should know what happens
• Do not wake me up when I am fucking sleeping!
  

Anyway that's about all for now... more to come soon =)

Extreme Boredom

I am officially BoreD!!!

Guess what i am doing now...

I am currently playing IRC!!!! like an ancient technology.. forgotten for decades..

And i am using my old msn account again!!! for those who know why i change my msn would know.
And for those who doesnt, my tat account holds at least 400 worth of contacts of ajs.. so it is just a storage bin to store those horny sleazy men who just want fun and ons.. so for me to use tat.. means i'm at the extreme end of being bored and chatting with those worms..

And if my boredom get worse.. i tink i will end up going out for ons.. since it would help kill time wont it? lol

A new school term

YEAH! Butter cream salted egg crab!!! yummy! its really delicious..

Crab Craze~~ Passion for crabs..

but den again.. i still insist tat human flesh really taste better than tat..

Anyway... tmr is the start of a new school term!!! for RP!!

ok.. doesnt really concern me but ya... my laobu, Ally is a new student there..
(my audi new buddy, happen to hear she is going into rp tis yr)

And another one is... my beloved di!!!

ok.. i'm actually so looking forward to seeing him... i mean.. ppl who know me at least for 3 yrs should know who my di is ba... i mean.. i am not allow to meet him at all.. for at least 2 years excluding last yr valentine's day when i got to see him for like 1min? so i think u all should be able to guess who he is ba..

this person is no other than Alan Choo!! =x

supposedly he say can meet him on monday.. but postponed cox first day of sch will be kinda tired and hard to adapt ba.. so i gotta be understanding eh?

so maybe i am meeting him on friday.. but anyway.. now there's no reason we cant meet anymore le =) since his parents enforced a rule of not allowing him to go out with ppl outside of his sch.. and now i am so-called his senior.. well.. sort of... i mean ITS TRUE! lol.. so ya la.. awaiting for the day to see someone tat has a place in my heart for this long..

hope he doesnt see this post ba =x not meant for him to know =/

EQ!

Hais.. lets talk about something that i feel that most guys are lack of.. and that's EQ!!!! ok.. been mentioning alot about it to my frenx.. when they talk abt the guys they date.. and reasons why dates are unsuccessful most of the time.. Its because guys have fucking pathetic low EQ!! those cb are just some egoistic, insensitive, male chauvinistic PIGS!!

IF u guys fucking dont get what EQ is! Here i am going to COPY AND PASTE SOME SIMPLE FACTS RIGHT INTO Those FUCKING WEENY BRAIN OF YOURS! and i believe tis is the first time i am mentioning this.

EQ which is also EI, stands for EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE!! that u fucking guys fucking doesnt fucking have it in ur damn fucking mind.. ok.. i just love rubbing tat in.. =x

I'll talk about two most simple models of EQ, that should most probably be suitable FOR THOSE FUCKING USELESS LUST DRIVEN BRAINS TAT U GUYS POSSESSED!!!!

ok.. the first model is the ability based model.. that access information from the four aspects below:

1. Perceiving emotions - the ability to detect and decipher emotions in faces, pictures, voices. - including the ability to identify one’s own emotions. Perceiving emotions represents a basic aspect of emotional intelligence, as it makes all other processing of emotional information possible.
2. Using emotions - the ability to harness emotions to facilitate various cognitive activities, such as thinking and problem solving. The emotionally intelligent person can capitalize fully upon his or her changing moods in order to best fit the task at hand.
3. Understanding emotions - the ability to comprehend emotion language and to appreciate complicated relationships among emotions. For example, understanding emotions encompasses the ability to be sensitive to slight variations between emotions, and the ability to recognize and describe how emotions evolve over time.
4. Managing emotions - the ability to regulate emotions in both ourselves and in others. Therefore, the emotionally intelligent person can harness emotions, even negative ones, and manage them to achieve intended goals.

And the other model is the Emotional Competencies model

Constructed with the 4 following aspects :

1. Self-awareness - the ability to read one's emotions and recognize their impact while using gut feelings to guide decisions.
2. Self-management - involves controlling one's emotions and impulses and adapting to changing circumstances.
3. Social awareness - the ability to sense, understand, and react to other's emotions while comprehending social network.
4. Relationship management - the ability to inspire, influence, and develop others while managing conflicts.

There are more models and explanations.. but i am just roughly pointing out the main points.. That YOU JERKS ARE LACK OF THESE ASPECTS! AND U GUYS ARE FUCKING UNAWARE OF IT..

and actually EQ contributes to the insensitiveness and egoistic behaviour.. that makes the highest portion of the imperfectness in GUYS LIKE YOU!!!

Disclaimer: This entry is merely for the understanding of EQ even though there is no fixed definition of it. And I would assure the viewers that this entry is not pin-pointed to another specific individual and thank you for viewing =)

Dreams

My dreams:

To be with a girl
To get married
To know how it feels to be in love with a girl
To have my own children
To fool around and make a fool of myself with a group of guys
To scrutinize girls with my guy frenx

as mentioned, they are just dreams...
And dreams dun come true...


*In denial... Having identity crisis now~ severe case..

cannibalism

I think i'm going nuts.. My urge seems where worse than somebody else.. People have the urge for self-mutilation.. but i realise my urge is cannibalism.. I keep having dreams and thoughts of dismembering the bodies of young boys, and preparing them for different style of cooking.. Wondering how it would taste like... the taste of fresh tender flesh.. The temptation of devouring them is so strong. I really wanna try fitting a kid into the microwave and see wad happens to the body being overly exposed to radiation.. the thoughts of all these are driving me insane..

Am i really going berserk? I love to hear the scream for help from the kids that are being cooked alive.. skinning and removing slices of flesh from them when they are fully conscious... this is really so appealing to me.. haha.. will i ever get the opportunity to do so? i wonder... just need to find suitable prey for it... nowadays young boys are so naive, it would prove to be a piece of cake to actually prey on them.. tsk... but no challenges, prove no satisfaction... heck... wad am i tinking...

i just tot of a teletuby tat i've been wanting to meet to see how he looks like but just didnt get to have tat chance to.. tat someone is my er zi.. suddenly i miss him so dearly.. and at the same time i wonder how he would taste like if he is being thrown alive into the boiling oil.. tat just make me feel so hungry...

i tink for the moment i should stay away from all my young male frenx.. i dunno when i will start to lose my sanity, and going the path of no return.. i hope this sensation would wear off after some time.

Killing me dj

Killing Me DJ by SweetBox

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I just find this song quite catchy and i'm falling deeper for this song the more i listen to it. =x

Funny phenomenon

On monday, went down to buy cigarettes and hor.. smoking and strolling around my neighbourhood, this kinda old auntie approaches me and ask me for a cig in hokkien! lol.. she offered to pay me 1 dollar for just one cig.. but me being a generous and kind person, i offered to give it to her for free =) den she started walking beside me and started chatting with me.. omg.. so i tried to lose her.. but took me 3 intersections to part ways with her.. == worse part is.. she called me an UNCLE! woo.. i am so chaolao now~

Den today, i just realised that the heart shaped box that i washed and put it on the top of the washing machine to dry for several days, has gone missing!!! i asked my dad, he tot it was still there, so it couldnt be him, or maybe he is getting senile? but so i suspected it was my sis who took it, but when she came home, she gf was saying tat she saw it there tis morning.. so couldnt be them too.. so i waited for my mom to come back, tinking tat its always been her habit to take boxes to put her bills and stuff.. so i asked her, she said she nv even touch the box at all.. so now.. who could have been the culprit? could there be a thief in the house? or my dad forgotten tat he threw my precious box away, or.. could it be the birds that flew in thru the kitchen window and took it to build its nest.. ==

So anyone around my neighbourhood that has seen a green n brown stripes heart shaped box, pls contact me asap.. lol..

NaMe:
NiCkS:Lucire, Kai
Sch: RePubLic PoLy (graduated =p)
HoROsCopE/ZodiAc: SaggitAriuS/DraGon
aGE: NinEteEn
D.O.B: 12 DeCeMbEr 1988
CouNtrY:
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HoBbiEs: Sleeping
MsN/Frenster: lucire88@hotmail.com

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