cannibalism
Thursday, April 03, 2008
I think i'm going nuts.. My urge seems where worse than somebody else.. People have the urge for self-mutilation.. but i realise my urge is cannibalism.. I keep having dreams and thoughts of dismembering the bodies of young boys, and preparing them for different style of cooking.. Wondering how it would taste like... the taste of fresh tender flesh.. The temptation of devouring them is so strong. I really wanna try fitting a kid into the microwave and see wad happens to the body being overly exposed to radiation.. the thoughts of all these are driving me insane..
Am i really going berserk? I love to hear the scream for help from the kids that are being cooked alive.. skinning and removing slices of flesh from them when they are fully conscious... this is really so appealing to me.. haha.. will i ever get the opportunity to do so? i wonder... just need to find suitable prey for it... nowadays young boys are so naive, it would prove to be a piece of cake to actually prey on them.. tsk... but no challenges, prove no satisfaction... heck... wad am i tinking...
i just tot of a teletuby tat i've been wanting to meet to see how he looks like but just didnt get to have tat chance to.. tat someone is my er zi.. suddenly i miss him so dearly.. and at the same time i wonder how he would taste like if he is being thrown alive into the boiling oil.. tat just make me feel so hungry...
i tink for the moment i should stay away from all my young male frenx.. i dunno when i will start to lose my sanity, and going the path of no return.. i hope this sensation would wear off after some time.
I went off at
Y3:08 PM
