Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you're frozen
But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melted into the ground Found something true And everyone's looking round Thinking I'm going crazy
But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I
*chorus* Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone around me Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I
*chorus
And it's draining all of me Oh they find it hard to believe I'll be wearing these scars For everyone to see
I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
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Maigo no Maigo no..
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Song playing: Maigo no Maigo no...
Those who watch Chi's sweet home!!! will know who the singer is...
Its Koorogi Satomi.. And i'm surprised that she is born in 1962 == tat's like 46 yo now... and she is only standing 146cm tall and weighs 37 kg.. how sick is tat... she is a midget.. tat explains her adorable voice =x and i think the foto is not a recent one.. lol..
In game, She voiceover: May in Guilty Gear X/XX, Baiken in Guilty Gear, Henry IV in Jeanne d'Arc, Mint in Tales of Phantasia, Tweety Bird in japanese, and in Super Smash Bros. Melee as PICHU and TOGEPI!!
She voiceover as Pichu and Togepi through all pokemon series n movies (english version)
In anime... The list goes on.... Its too long to even fit my blog entry la.. So go find out more if u're interested.. =)
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Y2:14 AM
Different views
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Hmm.. well.. after thinking it thru and reading ying's recent post... and i knew of tat news on the day of broadcast anyway...
Referring to me being racist la... Like tat time in the cab... if the taxi driver is gonna beat me up or throw me off the cab i dun really give a shit.. and well.. if i get beaten up on the street cox of me discriminating races and religions i dun expect any help from anyone.. since i clearly know i'm fully responsible for my actions...
And i stereotyped a certain race is only because more than the majority of tat race proves me right... And ya that taxi driver even agrees with me... And its true tat some races are not worth giving me a second thought before giving criticisms on them..
And call me a bastard or whatever.. when i say i actually was saying out loud in the public with my parents when we passing by a tv shop, showing the sichuan charity programme on sunday that "why are singaporeans so stupid to give money to a overpopulated country... people die there is actually a good thing anyway... since they are taking up too much land... and its not like MIC actually make great contribution to the world anyway... and singapore is just fucking trying to act as if its a rich country and plays a helping hand... " the people are worth dying... especially them... i wun give a single sympathy at all to those maggots lying under the rubbles or whatever they are trapped in and especially not to those tat actually did survived ==
People who are not prove to be of use, have no place on this land...
Unless~ they are the one growing my sichuan cai.. den of cox i will cry for my cai... but not them..
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Y11:09 PM
Bad fishing season
YES! It is a BAD fishing season this year~ I mean its a bad start... Fished up 4 young fishes age ranging from 15~17
But guess wad?! 3 of the fishes are attached... what worse is that, they are attached to people of higher standards... manager of blah blah.. a professional blah blah... u get wad i mean! how can i win over those old sleazy rich men!! tsk!
And not to forget the last fish is just one stupid dead fish... U know those that u fished up and put on the ground, and it doesn't move an inch.. Even after serious poking and stepping on it, it just lie dead there.. == how worse can my hunting season get?!!!!
Still have one NUS fish from MY de... hais... and one 20+ mature fish...
Oh great *****, at least make my last season b4 enlistment the more memorable one and i mean the GOOD WAY!
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Y10:48 PM
June Holiday
Monday, May 26, 2008
Yeah! Here it is!!! The june holiday is here!!!!!! starting from today!!!! i gonna rock my bedroom under my blanket!!!! Cause i'm still sick!!!!!
I'm Sad!!!! When now is actually a good preying season for me, u should know wad i mean =x
I only haf this last holiday season to prey!! cause after tat i will have nothing but men around me in nude for 2 yrs!!!! == sick*
GANBATTE! so i will try my best to recover now!!!! if not i wun haf the chance to make it for mating season... roar~!!!! cough*
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Y4:41 PM
Multi-illness
Friday, May 23, 2008
I'm sick for a week!!! Gosh~ i don't seem to get any better.. and people around me are making it worse!!! my family kip asking me whether i wanna go out to eat and stuff..
Like hello?! i'm so sick tat i cant get out of my bed, wad makes them tink i can go walking and eating outside?! == I have weird parents...
I have missed calls tat only call and when i get to it, they put down!!! fuckers!!! and i have stupid messages tat ask irrelevant and nonsensical things when they know i'm sick... And i dun entertain ppl when i'm sick!
Since Last sunday.. i'm down with running nose -> blocked nose -> sore throat -> migraine -> fever ->heat rashes -> pimples outbreak -> severe cough -> asthma...
What's next man?!!! wad other illnesses are waiting for me? ~.~
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Photos!!
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Yeah~ got photos le!!!! yipee... and i'm still sick btw~
Having a jap snack at MDIS while waiting~ Dinner with pokey n ying at Paragon basement And Me in skinnies~ =p
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Y10:00 PM
Dbl O
Monday, May 19, 2008
Yesterday went Dbl O for the nite... with Ying, Jason n Don...
First time i actually burnt calories in a club... ==
And now i'm just waiting for the photos so i can post!
And yeah.. after i woke up tis afternoon... i realised i'm not feeling well and broke out in cold sweat..
Even now i'm still perspiring ~.~ and i'm having sore throat!!!!
So i can't sing, talk, shout, make sound effects, scream, and worse! i can't moan!!!!!
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Y1:51 AM
Japanese Course
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Today went out with Ying at 1pm... super early for me ~.~ i would have been slpin if it wasnt because she knocked off at 1~ Anyway.. headed to MDIS at queenstown... first time there... She had to register and make payment for her modules.. so i just tagged along..
After that, headed to town.. To find the place where we will be taking our course and to register for it... Its at Delfi orchard.. and we realised tat its fucking far la!!! and its in the morning!!! meaning we will get burnt to death b4 we reach our classroom.. ==
Oh ya before that had lunch at some cafe behind taka... Forgot the name.. but quite a nice place.. and the food were great... just tat abit pricey~
So we shopped... and Ying ended up with a bottom and a top at the very last min... Den we met up with daniel.. for dinner... at paragon basement... the food were also nice.. just abit salty i guess.. but anyway.. He paid for the dinner.. So, THANK YOU POKEY!! =x
Den i went back to far east... so tat i can shop for pants..
Initially i was intending to get a pair of shorts... u know those checkered fold up shorts.. but ended up trying on skinnies.. == And surprisingly, they find tat it looks good on me... Can u blive it?! lol... After all that criticism of ppl wearing skinnies.. i ended up getting one... LOL
I'm so not man of my words.. tsktsk... anyway.. i'm dead tired~ so about time to slp!!! after my monochrome factor!!! =p
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Y12:06 AM
Alcohol Allergy
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
I have no photos to show but I am here to officially announced that I am alleged to Alcohol...
Super duper sad.. Of all allergies.. Why alcohol?!!!! i cant live with it!!!!
But luckily.. its only when its above a certain dosage that the allergy will react...
So normal drinking wouldnt hurt... but excessive drinking would... meaning i get dead drunk...
So after drinking.. i got hives on my arms and legs for the allergic reaction...
Sad life i have...
If only i have my fone now.. i can take pics of it to post!!!! T.T
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Y11:50 PM
Retribution!
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Ok bad news first... I lost my N80... like finally la.. after using it for 2 years plus... of cox i still have feelings for it la.. but den wads gone is gone wad....
So whoever lucky bastard tat pick up my fone.. i hope u will take good care of it... ok? or at least sell it for a good price la! And i'm here to tell u all, i have officially lost all contacts... so give me a sms or a call to tell me ur contacts again.. =)
Sigh~ retribution lo... after Yeeling lost her fone.. now is my turn... roar!!! at least hers is 7610? or something like tat.. some kuku fone from at least 3 yrs back... and mine is N80!!! till now its still worth 599 ok?! when i bought it, it was around 1k ==
So sad yet so happy.. cox tat will be an excuse to get a new fone... =*)
So yea... back to wad happened ytd... sadly i have no pictures for it! Sorry guys!!! i even took in the cab with jason and don lo... with our drunk face... all those fotos... sweet memories!!! gone!!! in just one night... i scare ppl see my fotos will put curse on it! omg.. pray hard ~
Anyway.... went to ying house to put the bottle of tequila there first... den went to yishun to meet don jason n there was also a hideous creature with them.. not gonna mention tat... anyway.. watched Made Of Honour~
Ok la.. its quite a touching show.. but not really funny...
Ratings: 5/10
so after movie.. cab to ying's area.. den buy the necessary stuffs and headed for the jetty... drink after abit.. ying got to go home.. and i lost my lighter! dropped thru the gap on the jetty.. ==
so we could sense tat its raining.. so we headed to the nearest void deck.. and we played 'pepsi cola' and also 'monkey see monkey do' i mean it was damn funny la k~ and don started vomitting le.. lol... den it was left with me and jason denying tat we are drunk... lol... trying to do stupid spinning and yoga stance to prove our sanity... anyway... we are quite dead drunk le... so yea... decided to cab back since don seems to be suffering...
he vomitted in the cab la.. lol... den jason had to send him home.. so it was left with me to clean up the trash! == was wiping the cab thru out the journey... and i tink tat is where i dropped my fucking fone la!!! i cant blame myself... in the cab... i start losing my willpower... only barely managed to pay the cab fare and reach my toilet.... den i went into my room and smoke by the window.. and den i started vomitting out of my window.. lol... no choice cox i couldnt hold it back till i reach the toilet... == hope no one saw it... =x
so now... i'm still super tipsy... i cant even walk straight... plus i having the aftermath of getting drunk... and tat includes: a foul mood + dehydration + no taste bud ~ everything so dry and all the food are tasteless. == and i still had to go all the way to sun plaza to get my sim card la...
Pek chek...
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Y7:03 PM
Okaeri By Ayaka
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Cox Ying is irritated by the hokkien song tat i love so much! so i put the song in its own post.. so ppl interested den go play it manually! T.T
So i shall put this song tat is haunting me after i started watching Zettai Kareshi~
Okaeri By Ayaka~ --------- okaeri sweetheart kaeru bashou yeah ai wo arigatou
mata heiki no furi wo shite kanashimi no iro wo nuritsubushite waratte shimaun desu shinjiru koto no taisetsusa wakatteru no ni iza to iu toki utagatte shimau yeah
karappo no karada nagareru toki ni fuiteshimaisou ni naru kedo anata no koto dakishimetai kono kimochi katsugi ugokasu no
okaeri im home hitogoto de mitasareru kokoro okaeri sweetheart kaeru bashou yeah ai wo arigatou sweet home
jibun no koto bakkari wo kangaeru otona wa zuruin da to omotteitan desu demo hisshi ni kaeru koto wo sakenderu hito mo iru’n da yatto shitta’n desu
atarimae no shiawase nanka kono sekai ni hitotsu mo nai anata no tame, sou omoeta kono kimochi katsugi ugokasu no
okaeri im home supiido ga kasokushiteku mainichi okaeri sweet home kawaranai zutto aru keshiki sweet home
sagashite nakushita kokoro no kizu ga tachimukau tsuyosa ni kawareta no wa “okaeri” ga atta kara
okaeri im home hitogoto de mitasareru kokoro okaeri sweetheart kaeru bashou yeah ai wo arigatou
okaeri im home daijoubu anata ga iru kara okaeri sweetheart mattete ne mou sugu tsuku kara sweetheart oh yeah okaeri…sweetheart ---------
If u dun understand den nvm.. lol.. just go crunchy roll and read the eng sub if u wanna know la!
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Y5:34 PM
Random Conversation
Me: Aww.. how i wish i can keep this dog Him: Aww. too bad.. you have to return me to the pet shop? or where did u get me from? Him:Department store? SPCA? Me: hmm.. stray dog on the road.. that was wad i tot... Me:after playing with you for sometime, i just realised u haf a collar tag belonging to someone else Him:LOL Me: So its only right to return it.. ^^ Him: so who's dog am i? and why am i even a dog +_+ Me:lol.. u're a puppy to me.. but u're something else to some other ppl i guess.. Him:grr.. okay.. i'm a plaything to u.. SIAN Me: == wth, a puppy would hold a much better place in my heart i guess Me: if not u wouldnt be a puppy! =x Him:lol okay i'm a PUP! WOO~ Me: ^^but got to return it someday Him: =_= *throws away the tag* lalala~ Me: == u got to be faithful la.. go back to ur owner Him: *wags tail* Me: *cries* Him: *gives sad puppy face* Me: No! go back to ur owner! i dun wan u anymore! i hate puppies! Him: *big watery eyes* Me: go away! Him: =( Me: *put out the door and door closes* Him: *scratches the door* *whines* *lies on floor* *keep whining* =_= Me: *shut myself up in my room lying flat against my pillow* Him: *climbs in thru the window* *licks* Me: u're not a cat!!! == Him:eh, i borrow cat paws for tat climbing Me:lol *auto defence security system activated* Him:i'm already in! =) Me: *self detonation in 5 secs* runs out of house and locks all windows and doors* Him: Ahh!! *whines* den puppy die liao how? Me: tis is how it should end~ Him: O_o Me:its better than for me to love other ppl's puppy.. i shall go spca to look for one myself.. Him: O_o okay tis is getting deep.. i'm dead... Me: in the spca looking for puppies.. Saw one of the same breed as him.. reminded me of it.. but forces self to look for a new one but only to realise tat no one can replace tat puppy =( Me:and i decided to rebuild my house just so tat i can die inside at the same spot as i left the puppy to die..
Conversation was held on 9th may 08 from 9:39:39 to 9:59:52pm
Ok la.. its kinda lame.. but can u read btw the lines.. and after reading wad do u tink of both parties and whether there are hidden meaning in the story tat one party is telling the other?
The only hokkien song i'm crazy over... those ppl who got watch channel 8 'Yi Nan Wang' from 4.30~5.30pm de show will know~
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Chained Memories
Thursday, May 08, 2008
ROAR~~ i'm annoyed... Something from one year plus ago has come back to haunt me again...
I dun deny the fact that he still has a significant place in my heart...
Things were left undone... and i would only go back to undo my mistakes...
It will not be the same again... I no longer will be tat naive boy tat abide to your demands
And i will never go back into something tat i've chose to walk away from...
Life is all about moving on and learning from your mistakes...
So yea... I just wanna put an end to this shit i got myself into...
Chatted with Bei for almost 6 hours for the first time like after few years le... hahaha.. those good old times... tsktsk.. so slept at almost 7am!!!! mooo~
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Y5:49 PM
Enlistment date
Monday, May 05, 2008
Oh ya.. i forgot all about announcing my enlistment date...
Now to announce that, I'll start serving National Service From 12th September 2008 (unofficially)
Its 4 months away.. and if i pass my Napfa within this period of time... I will extend that date till October... Omg lo~ And everyone around me are all going in June!!! why only me?!!! T.T
So those that are getting enlisted on the same day as me or during the same month, PLEASE contact me and let me know... Thank you!!!
And here's what i intend to do with my 4 months...
Try to get someone to teach me how to swim!!!!
Go to Japan before i die inside NS
Registering and completing my Basic Japanese Course
Train to pass my Napfa!!!!
Organizing a chalet for my sec sch frenx in the month of sept
Tat's it for now... all of these are kinda a long period kind of 'to do list'.. So quite impossible to fit any more activities into it for now~
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Y1:24 AM
Meeting with YeeLing
Been quite some time since god knows when, that i met up with YeeLing..
So anyway.. i couldn't recall last year birthday why i did not ask her out... LOL... heck~
Today went out with her to town JUST to have Hong Kong Kitchen for lunch... the one at cine..
And after that walk to PS to play arcade... And ya... a tragedy occurred... More on that later... Decided that we should go AMK hub to play the bishi bashi newer machine... so yup.. we headed there straight away...
And after playing a few times.. and also playing Kids game just to get tickets to exchange for things... Suddenly.. Or perhaps Finally... She noticed that she lost her phone... And i tried to call her fone.. And it was engaged.. so its obvious someone took it, wherever it is being misplaced at...
So deepest sympathy to her.. or maybe to her phone at least...
So back to today's topic... We actually intended to have dinner... But den we both felt bloated throughout the day after our lunch... (she is havin my illness.. the nauseousness and feeling sick) So yup.. buying drinks and walk aimlessly... Wherever we find places to sit, we will just sit and chat for awhile and start changing locations.. lol... weird lifeless ppl.. but den again.. we got lots of catching up to do since we practically meet almost like once a year or maybe twice... =x
So ended the day after going through the pasar malam and buying her tutu kueh...
And here are just some pics of us during camwhoring session, if you all nid an update on how she looks like now... Anyway, she has become much slimmer... Due to stress!!! =x When i grow fat due to tat!!! *envy*
Dun worry~ Even though she slim down.. IT is still the same size =x LOL
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Y12:12 AM
Prawnie Day part 2
Sunday, May 04, 2008
So after my mother's day lunch yesterday...
Met up with Ying and "Pokey" lol.. and later came Jeremy (pokey's fren)
And Ying was the main cast for that day...
Surprisingly huge
Holding onto her trophy
And in total there were roughly 40+ of them
And sadly... I was the one with the least catch on that day... great disappointment...
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Y11:46 PM
Kampong Fish Therapy!
Saturday, May 03, 2008
Ok.. doing a short blog entry... before i head out to meet Ying and gang to have dinner and to prawn-ing =x
Went out in the morning to have our lunch at Sakura International buffet at Balestier to celebrate mother's day =p
Den my sis they all went to Vivo and drop my parents and me at Novena.. And we ended up at Kampong Fish Therapy... Where we get our legs eaten by fishes...
It felt weird at first... but its kinda fun ~
My parents being all curious and fascinated by it
Hungry fishes~
Ok la... not really that fascinating to me... Doesn't really feel any much diff after the foot therapy.. So its only worth once a lifetime ba...
Since you only get to soak your leg into the pond for half an hour and that would cost you 40 bucks... so its like 120 for just 3 of us...
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Y6:19 PM
Prawnie day part 1
Friday, May 02, 2008
Today went out with Mich and it wasnt planned beforehand... Saw her missed calls when i woke up... so ended up meeting and went to CWP to get her MP3 and for me to buy my ear studs and pimple squasher!
Headed for J8 because heard Ying and Daniel going there for movie later... So yup... After dinner, went to buy tickets for movie and purposely bought seats near Ying's seats... Lol.. and we deliberately sat on their allocated seats till they arrive at the cinema...
Watched Forbidden Kingdom... Unfortunately to say.... The show was kinda sucky... And translating all those chinese sayings and idioms into english just make the show more chiii na~ and not forgetting tat the jokes were corny. And sorta lengthy too... My butt still aches from all that sitting...
Ratings: 4.5/10 (nothing fresh about the plot)
After the movie ended... Mich had to rush home so i was left behind with ying and daniel... and we decided to go Prawn Fishing near bishan... From here lets just let the photos do some talking eh...
Proving to Bei tat even I can DO it!!
22 Prawns with 3 ppl in an hour! Unlike 9 ppl with 16 in 2 hrs!!!(referring to an AJ group there)
Daniel *pai Ti Gong*
Ying miraculously doing her part=x
Sadly i was unable to capture a shot of myself *praying to Ti Gong* (did i spell it correctly?) And it resulted in a fire almost burning the prawns to char~ =x
Gotta go take a bath since i've just reached home...And we're planning to go on saturday again!!! =x muahahahha...
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Y3:06 AM
EQ?
Thursday, May 01, 2008
Your EQ is 140
You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
You are warm and open. Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges.
You are comfortable with who you are. And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others.
While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up.
But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction.
Anyway... I personally do not think that the questions asked here are relevant enough to gauge a person's EQ... since there are questions that requires IQ and COMMON SENSE instead of EQ == So its not accurate but no harm trying eh?
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Y2:00 AM
The hottie & the Nottie
The show is kinda boring i would say...
Only the last 5~10 mins were touching enough to make me cry!!!
Starring my Most Beloved Hot Babe!!!! As the Hottie!!! Paris Hilton!!!
Ain't she hot?!!!
And the Actress for the Nottie is Christine Lakin~
She has a kinda sweet look~
So here's how i'm gonna give the ratings...
Zero for storyline, content, plot n etc 10 for appearance of Paris hilton Another 5 bonus for the adorable sweet gurl and her touching scene..
Therefore...
Ratings : 15/10
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The Main Cast
NaMe: NiCkS:Lucire, Kai Sch: RePubLic PoLy (graduated =p) HoROsCopE/ZodiAc: SaggitAriuS/DraGon aGE: NinEteEn D.O.B: 12 DeCeMbEr 1988 CouNtrY: SinGaPorean ChineSe HoBbiEs: Sleeping MsN/Frenster: lucire88@hotmail.com
Audiences
Stage Props
~A puppy!
~A digicam
~New Mazda RX!!!! ~Deep Red PSP
~ NS permitted phone!!!
~New pair of shoes
~And lots of $$$ XD
~Get a new ring~