Shaolin Shoujo

Finally met up with ying after more than a week...

And she was forced into watching Shaolin Girl with me =x

Its a 110+ mins show.. my arse still hurt from all tat sitting down..

Anyway.. Its a fantastic movie!!! Its the best of the month.. or maybe even best of the year!

Its a must watch, if people want to have plenty of time to make out in the theater and not worry missing the good part in the show.. Since ALL the parts are good parts!!! XD

So if u cant sense my sarcastic tone..

Here's the ratings

Ratings: 0.2/10

Tears

What i hate most about the tour is that... for 6 days... u started off not knowing anyone... and only started talking after some time.. and only started getting close on the last 2 days... only to realise that it will all be over once the plane touches down our airport...

Now i finally know why all this time i always specifically categorize friends from classmates and acquaintances. And i'll tell people tat they are not my friends but classmates.. and everything along tat line...

Only because i hate the feeling of losing a fren... afraid that tis fren is not here to stay... dunno why i take frenship so seriously.. but yea..

That is also why i cried on the flight back... and reading blogs of those ppl from the tour that they enjoy having fun with me.. But its a fact that its all over...

I really hate opening up to ppl... lesson learnt.. never to get close to anyone especially in a tour.. cause in the end, i'm the only one tat's gonna get hurt anyway... i should just shut myself up..

Japan Trip cont

But that's all it matters.. since for most of the time, i was with my the other family instead of loitering with my useless parents that all they does is sit and go toilet and drink water == wads the point of going den? if u wanna just do those things...

And now my whole family is out to celebrate my mom's birthday and i'm here in my room doing my own stuff.. pifff..

Japan Trip

I'm not gonna talk much.. And i'm just gonna say my parents ruined my mood during the tour..

Just came back and gonna post this entry so i can go to bed in peace..

But sadly, i dozed off.. ==

Away to Japan

Been awhile since i blogged..

But i'm only here to inform everyone that i'm going to japan tomorrow...

And I'll only coming back on the 20th but by the time i touch down singapore it would be 21st...

So yeah... And i'll try my best to get some things for u all by no guarantee =x

So... Cya all next weekend the soonest =x And i'm finally getting a mio~ XD and also a K850i... MUAHAHAHA~



Off to Osaka... Dewa Mata~ Sayonara baby!!! =x

Berserk

I think i'm in a berserk state... i'm doing irrational stuff... I've deleted my friendster... deleted 200 friends from facebook... and i still dunno what else i can do... I'm on the verge of self mutilation again... and i can't seem to stop my tears from falling...

I'm intending to delete my msn, cancel my phoneline, delete my blog and every other form of communication..

I'm really losing it eh? hahahaha... really lost in my world... the fear to face my problems.. i chose to run away... cause i'm afraid to deal with it myself...

So many things to consider making my decisions... Like, will my friends change their perspective of wad they tink of me? and how do i plan wad i seek in the future..

I wish i'm gone... its a mistake for me to be brought into tis world... my parents muz have regretted giving birth to this imbecile..

So why? why should i live on when i'm just a burden to everyone?

Love of Siam

In this 3 hours long movie.. There are really some meaningful songs.. Unfortunately i can't find the english lyrics for the song.. And anyway its a Thai production... So i had to type the lyrics out on my own...

(A guy singing to his childhood friend)

Title: Together

If I told you that this song was meant for you,

would you believe me?

It may not sound as beautiful as other songs

You may not know that love songs couldn’t be written out

if we didn’t have the feelings of love

but for you sweetheart, it all came out easily

You may heard thousands of love ballads

some may touch your heart,

though they mean nothing more

but you’ll know when you listen to this song,

it was meant just for you

you would know by heart,

what I meant and we would be there for each other

chorus

let the song play while were walking together on the path,

all Hear is just the voice of you and me

well be together for so long

as mentioned in the poetry

that where there is love, there is always hope

your love has lightened up my heart

you are my destiny

love holds up many truths to look for

and I have wasted my lifetime searching for them

but not so long ago, I realized when I get close to you

If my life is a rhythm

you’re the beautiful lyrics to this song that has touched my heart

Chorus 2x

we walk along the way, all I’ve heard is the voice of only you and me

we walk along the way together, all I hear is just the voice of you and me

And i dunno why i'm bursting out in tears after listening to just the song.. Having difficulty looking at the screen already... anyway just recommend the show to you viewers...

"if you love someone, can you bear losing that person? But can you live without loving anyone at all? What about the rest of your life?"

Awakening

After watching The Love of Siam..

The 3 hour movie was long enough to bring a relation between me and the characters in it...

I don't know what came over me... But it make a big impact on me... And before i know it, i was breaking down in tears... and cried non stop for 8 long hours.. i can hardly grab hold of myself at all... Tis is the effect of bottling 4 years of sorrow, always showing the cheerful and strong front...

When i notice tat i'm starting to lose my vision.. i regain my sanity and tried to hold my tears back again... even now... while typing this post, my tears are still rolling down my cheek uncontrollably.

I no longer know who i am or what i am? What i actually want and everything? Even though i'm someone who very well know how to differentiate fantasy from reality.. I've all the while been trapped in my own world..

The feeling of locking myself up, away from everyone... I'm turning back into the old cry baby again.. but this time i have my own determination to make things right...

Its not about just saying it... but actually taking steps to achieve it... So... I hereby commence my plan to really get out of the homosexual society.. and i want to be normal... Maybe that's what i think is the right way... In order to achieve it.. I will permanently cut off connection with homosexual individuals..

So the only way to converse with me.. Is with this blog... though i'm changing the link soon..

First step of it... is to delete every account with connection with those people who took the wrong path in life.. which refers to Trevvy, G4M, Axcest, Fridae, friendster and facebook..

Also to delete all of the "things" in my msn and never to add them again..

I know i can't do this on my own.. but at least for now i need of own space to sort out my thoughts.. and be ready to face everything in a whole new aspect..

When i've done with things tat i had to do alone.. I'll need the help of my friends.. it may be hard for them too.. To look at me with another perspective..

So please give me the chance.. as everyone make mistakes.. At least let me undo the mistakes i've committed for more than 12 years..

NaMe:
NiCkS:Lucire, Kai
Sch: RePubLic PoLy (graduated =p)
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D.O.B: 12 DeCeMbEr 1988
CouNtrY:
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HoBbiEs: Sleeping
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