Berserk
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
I think i'm in a berserk state... i'm doing irrational stuff... I've deleted my friendster... deleted 200 friends from facebook... and i still dunno what else i can do... I'm on the verge of self mutilation again... and i can't seem to stop my tears from falling...
I'm intending to delete my msn, cancel my phoneline, delete my blog and every other form of communication..
I'm really losing it eh? hahahaha... really lost in my world... the fear to face my problems.. i chose to run away... cause i'm afraid to deal with it myself...
So many things to consider making my decisions... Like, will my friends change their perspective of wad they tink of me? and how do i plan wad i seek in the future..
I wish i'm gone... its a mistake for me to be brought into tis world... my parents muz have regretted giving birth to this imbecile..
So why? why should i live on when i'm just a burden to everyone?
I went off at
Y4:01 PM
