Tears
Sunday, June 22, 2008
What i hate most about the tour is that... for 6 days... u started off not knowing anyone... and only started talking after some time.. and only started getting close on the last 2 days... only to realise that it will all be over once the plane touches down our airport...
Now i finally know why all this time i always specifically categorize friends from classmates and acquaintances. And i'll tell people tat they are not my friends but classmates.. and everything along tat line...
Only because i hate the feeling of losing a fren... afraid that tis fren is not here to stay... dunno why i take frenship so seriously.. but yea..
That is also why i cried on the flight back... and reading blogs of those ppl from the tour that they enjoy having fun with me.. But its a fact that its all over...
I really hate opening up to ppl... lesson learnt.. never to get close to anyone especially in a tour.. cause in the end, i'm the only one tat's gonna get hurt anyway... i should just shut myself up..
I went off at
Y5:18 PM
