fucked up platoonmates
Saturday, January 10, 2009
sigh... i tot i was gonna become normal... but all thanks to those juvenile morons in my platoon, it start turning things back to square1.. just like how it was in primary sch n sec sch.. when ppl just kip making fun of u, calling u names and laugh at action u do tat looks stupid to them...
The part is tat, they dun even know a shit abt u, but they make judgement abt you... damn cheebye de lo.. normally i wun be affected, but dunno why tis time it is making a great impact on me.. its like bringing my old pessimistic self back again.. i jitao emo the whole day today lo.. didnt even talk to my bunkmates much... den my buddy damn worried, cox we got poking session.. lol...
nevertheless i will try my best to ignore them... and really grateful tat i have good bunkmates... and i mean god damn good bunkmates... they may not be good at consoling ppl, but the effort is there.. kip telling me not to care abt them and they also dun like them, and they will be there for me.. *touched touched* really like my bros .. maybe tat's wad it would feel like if i actually have an older bro..
heck it...
oh ya! i dunno whether its mere coincidence or its planned by the CQ tat i'm always paired up with a buddy tat totally "soul resonance" with me..
during bmtc, ernest is like a joker and we can make jokes together and stuff.. and he loves strawberries flavoured stuff just like me! and he is hydrophobic too!!! XD and many other things la..
then this time round, my buddy is wong boon han! firstly, he chooses strawberry hello panda instead of others, then he is extreme hydrophobic, worse than ernest but more similar to my situation.. then when we talk about experiences and stuff, its like we share the same opinion and tots..
overall, i tink my current one is a better buddy than the previous.. maybe bcox they both give different feelings...
like a line drawn between best pals and best bro.. though ernest also take care of me alot.. aiya.. just tat i wun get to see him!!! tat's why.. but i really appreciate him and my current buddy as they are really my pillar of support.. i tink without them, i wouldnt be able to enjoy my ns life...
a thousand thanks to ERNEST LAI!!!! XD ( i still owe him 3 meals!!!)
I went off at
Y12:51 AM
